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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Melawan Kesepian

Mahu menulis tp xtaw ape nk ditulis...
Mahu ku curahkan segala yg tersirat...
Namun, aku rela.. pasrah...
Dia Yang Maha Mengetahui...


Semoga kepergianku tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan kesepian ku....















xoxo,
GossipGirl

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Edisi Kebusanan Sehh!

bosan ! bosan ! bosan !
xtaw na bwat ape lahh !
rutin harian yg same je everday...
bgun tdo, mandi, tgk tv, then men intenet.
bkk fesbuk ! men game !
xmenghiburkn laaa~
g KB pn da bosan, duk g tpt same je =(
kalu x KbMall, Tesco, kalu x, g mkn ajeh..
aiseh ! bosan ! bosan !
g tgk page Karl td, bestnya bley g holiday..
siap g Sarawak lg~ asikkk~~ (katenya Indon)
hehehe. pape pn, ak sedey jugak.
sbbnya lg 10 hr ak bakal pulang ke KL.
mmg best blik sane, jmpe kwn2..
tp malas amat na stat kelas,
ngn subjek yg xbest langsung tuh !
...........





huhu ! bosan bosan !



xoxo,
GossipGirl

Today

hmm.yeah.today or to be exact, its 16th of December, and here I am in my bed writing here. dunno what to do. have slept for like an hour after Maghrib prayer. and I now I don't feel sleepy at all. huh!I should not have slept though. whatever it is, I am trying to make my eyes tired and then close the day.

I woke up late after performed subuh prayer. (on 15th Dec, of course) I only began my day when my dear prince called me. we talked, when suddenly my younger brother came to me and told that my sister's application to HUSM has been rejected. .....................................................................................
I am speechless, really. Ya Allah, how come! She did so well. She answered all the question with confident and respect. She deserves to be in. She got experience, in a private hospital! Hey, what type of person you really want, hah?!2#&@(&@(&(@&@)&!*^!^!!

but then, I came to my sense that we should all come back to Our Creator, ALLAH. I realized that sometimes we could not get everything that we wanted. no matter how eager we are to get that thing, but when it is not meant for you, you will not get it. but, once we failed don't ever stopped from trying and trying.
sustenance is everywhere. if we know where to find and must be through the right way. every member in my family was u know, speechless. its like we were grieving of someone death. sad and frustrated.

I pity my sister, yes I do. but I pity my daddy 10 times greater than her. He did so much that he could do to help my sister get in. and I could see from his face that he is indeed frustrated. maybe he is even crying inside. he is the best father in the world. thank you so much, abah! he motivated himself that Allah want him to realize that when HE wants to give, HE will give, even if we just let the faith decide. however, once HE wants to test whether we could accept the fact with patience or not, we do not know when. so, trust HIM, HE is The Almighty. remember, whoever we are, whenever we are, we will go back to HIM one day. Don't put the blame in anyone then the world will be better. always look yourself in the mirror and asked, 'have I done something wrong?' in the end, you will feel peaceful. believe me~

Then, my dad called a person named En. Saufi from a hospital for military in Wangsa Maju. and Alhamdulillah, eventhough my sister is the only one who haven't registered, her name is still there. means she is still accepted to be one of the nurses in that hospital. See, Allah is fair. when HE closed a door, HE opens another. don't worry, its all for the world, only for living.

I guess that is all I want to share with you guys. if you drop by, be my guest and do come again next time. its just a piece of me that sometimes I find it hard to say in reality. So, have a nice day, everybody!






xoxo,
GossipGirl

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Tunggu Punye Tunggu.Alahai

today is 12th December 2009.
I supposed to get my result yesterday but until now, i cannot see it.
oh my gosh, what the fuck is happening?
what the hell are they thinking of repairing at this moment?
da setahun berlalu nape skrg bru nk under maintenance??
mmg la, shit!
punye la xsabar nk taw result, berdebar2 sume, bukan aku je, ramai yg menunggu,
maklumla sape xnk tgk result, kan?ishh, pehal la...!
name je universiti no 1 kt malaysia, tp sistem siot je.hampeh.
bkn menyenangkan, makin menyusahkan ade ler.
register online la, check result online la, bajet canggih la kunun, kalu xde problem xpela jugak. xmarah2 pon. ni x, time genting2 camni la nk repair sistem yg rosak la ape... xreti ke.
ur students of cos la na tgk result,
xleh ke pastikan sistem tu work efficiently when the time come?


skrg, da xde da rase berdebar2 nak taw eh..
lantak la ngn UMSISWEB tuh...
LEH BLAH aje! tggu slip pos lg bek..
smlm chek leh sbar ag, mn taw kot2 dia nak selaraskan markah2 tu sume,
tp hr ni pn still the same.
bape lame lak mase nk amik neh????!!
xkn smapai akhir bln ni kot, duh!
hmmm. macam2 la. kan xpasal2 ak da membebel kt sini....alahai. dush dush!




xoxo,
GossipGirl

Thursday, October 08, 2009

~sapu sawang tyme~

yuuuhhhuuu~~~da beri long tyme no cee meh!malas sgt nk menulis skrg ni..can't even find tyme to do lots of things at the same time.ngan esaimen nyer, mslh ngantuk nyer (mslh gak tuh!), mslh hati lg..uhuk!slalu gak bkk tgk sape yg update, sape yg x tp xde feel sgt nk memfolow jejak langkah dorg tu.huhu.
honestly, bkn sbb byk sgt esaimen nk bwat (mmg la byk tp kalu rajin sume nye possible) tp sbb i have found a new interest. kalu sblm ni addicted ngn facebook, skrg ade yg lg menarik n menghiburkan dr friendster yg makin lame makin dilupakan oleh ak tu..ececeh~~
bestla penemuan terbaru ku ini. mmg puas hati..kalu bg 5 stars pon still not enough. waahhh! apela yg best sgt tu kan? i'm sure mst ramai yg bersependapat ngn ak lam hal ni, cos i know before i know abt this da berlambak org yg taw. so, tnpa berlengah2 ag ak beritaw la ape dia yg sbnrnya interest ak tu...jeng!jeng!jeng! its FACEBOOK!yup, diulangi FACEBOOK!sbb dia ni lah jugak ak jd malas maw menghapdate blog, malas segala. ak tgh aktif menjadi petani skrg.ade satu application lam facebook tu yg menjadi kegilaan Teslian skrg.(opss insan2 tertentu je la k...) Farmville in Facebook.mmg xbosan. tanam2 sayuran, buah2an, decorate kebun, beli tanah, beli rumah, beli barn..pendek kate best la. sape yg scuba lg elok la mencuba skrg. tp once u try it, kalu da addicted tu dun put the blame on me ya~~ok la.
nak smbung wat esaimen lak...hehe.


p/s lepas ni xtaw la bile plak bley hapdate. sebulan kemudian?atau seminggu?

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Muhasabah Cinta

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :
Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Back to Reff.


*sayu di hati bila dgr lagu ni...

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Award & Tag dr Cik Sara

letak di blog anda
udah kuletak ni cik sara..hehe tq so much!
senyum bila dapat award ini
mmg tgh senyum pn..i kan manis orgnyer..
ucap syukran kepada cik sara
syukran jazilan ya habibi~~
berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
*cik lynn
*cik ira
*cik daffodil
*cik emma
~~~~tag pn ade jgk~~~

1.Adakah Anda Comel?
rs2nyer comey sgt2 kot..well, kate baby..

2.Adakah Anda Baik?
baik??entah...cam xbape je PBM nih

3.Adakah Anda Rock?
sket2 la..layan gak lagu rock tu...time jiwa kacau dow

4.Adakah Anda Pembodek?
ikut keadaan la..ade ms kena gak membodek...harhar

5.Adakah Anda Cantik?
cantik??cantik is beautiful kan...kalu acc to facebook, I am pretty..is it da same?hehe

6.Adakah Anda Jiwang?
ngn my bf je kot..

7.Adakah Anda Bijak?
bijak ke bi'jok?hehe

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
mereka2 yg di atas juga...

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

A Reply I Received

Sepatutnye entry ni da terpapar kt dada blog ak ni hr isnin or selasa hr tu lagi. Tapi keadaan ms tu tidak mengizinkan ak mengarang di sini, hanya sempat menulis tajuk sahaja. Ak teramat la busy minggu ni sampai ak rase nk pengsan and my brain was so damn tired. Bayangkanla we ni have to go through 3 quizzes minggu ni saje. Mane nk pegang, yg tu lg yg ni lagi. Adus yang tu xstadi, yg ni xsentuh ag. Haha. Tula sape suruh study last minute kan..hehe. Nak wat camane, I think since I was born, I never study earlier than two days before having to sit for exam. Da jadi habit semulajadi da. Nak wat camne kan..

Actually, this entry meant a reply for the previous entry, The Secret Not To Be Revealed. Macam2 komen diterima after I posted this. Miss MedulaFivers said I sound like a witch, cam lam cite Mcbeth tu. Haha. Berbagai-bagai tanggapan la yg bermain di fikiran kawan-kawan ak wondering why am I being so mad, so upset. Haha. Mood swing kot. Huahua. Bagi yg sudah taw ape yang berlaku, ok la tu. At least u all have known the reason why I being so crazy. I think I was being quite emotional that time. For mereka2 yang terase tu, I am much-much sorry. Harap2 tiada la di simpan dlm hati ke or mane2 part yang bley disimpan.

Lam 2, 3 hari ak termimpi2 pasal ni. Mengganggu betul. Tapi the next day I woke up, I realized that I was being cruel to certain people. Hell, I'm sorry. I shouldn't say all dat, but I have. So, nothing will change if I deleted it, right? Moreover, blog memang dicipta utk mereka2 yang susah mengekspresikan perasaan. Guess I'm one of those people. Like I said almost setiap kali ak tulis blog, kalu xnk terase hati ke, tersensitif ke jangan (JANGAN!) bace blog ak. Sbb ak ikut sedap mulut ak je nk kate ape2 pn kt dlm ni. Walaupn ak sedar blog ni ade gak keburukannye, tapi ak shuke blogging. So, ak xkn make it private ke ape..

To MissPrettyInPink, thank u so much for your open letter. I am so touched. Really. Satu entry tu untk just for me. Huhu. Sape xterharu beb. But that what friends are for, right?. Sharing bad and good times. I love u my dear. Thanks for being so understanding. MUAKS!
For dat person, as long as u know what u are doing, I wish u happiness and bliss.
Poem kat bwah ni goes to you.

Poem: Sorry. (For You Know Who U Are)

Sorry for hurting.

Sorry for ever being part of yours.

Sorry for the hardship you have to go through cos of me.

Sorry for the words I used that punch your heart.

Sorry for the indifference I once be.

Sorry for the things you have given me.

Sorry for ever woke you up early in the morning just for jog.

Sorry for riding your motorbike.

For the trouble sending me to the bus station.

For using your money.

For forcing you to accompany me back home.

For making u fall in love with me.

Sorry for the love I have given.

and finally..

For me, being with you.



Those words come from my piece of heart. I've tried hard to forget u and I guess I have let it go. I learned to let go. Gudbye. Alhamdulillah. Life taught me things I never know if I'm not a human. Thanks for you. Thanks for everything.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

The Secret Not to be Revealed!

Sad?Happy?Shocked?What in the state am I now?What must I feel?feelingless, I rather say.I can't cry nor I can create a smile on my face.I can't get angry not I can stay calm.Am I confused?I know I am.Argh!Someone stabbed me on my back.But who?why?I don't know.I felt so helpless.Why should I know all that from the voice I avoid to hear it from?Why must I know?Why must the secret be revealed?Let it be a secret, see if u really can make it to the end, to the next level.The power of love.It can shadow, hinder everything bad.How bad is it, still we could accept everything.Ahh~whatever!This should not have bothered my life.

But why I felt suffocated?Why I feel like telling the world so that all the people know what is actually happening?ohh no.There must be some other way.I have to accept the reality, the fact that happened.I swear I have taken back my forgiveness.Now, I want to see the suffering.Enough about being a good girl.Accept everything.Forgive all the bad thing.Enough, it never do me good.I want to be a bad girl."Good Girl Gone Bad".Yup!But what should I do?Go and see the shaman, maybe?hahaha.I'm not that crazy.Hurm..

You want to see the real me.Haha.I'll make u regret for ever messing up with my life.The grudge will always growing inside of me.Not that I can't forgive the things, but because of YOU being so ignorant, so egoistic.Like there's nothing in this world can ruin you.Haha.Just see one day.You will finally see the real punishment for making a promise but never prove it.The laugh, the happiness will someday be erased from your life.Yeah.Just do whatever U like.But Don't Mess With ME!Treating me like a game, letting go as if there were nothing to be worried about, being so ignorant and hypocrite..and for being COWARD!Stand up la.Kate hebat sgt.Knp nak sembunyi2 plak?Grr~!

p/s: Nothing to do with all my friends. I love you all.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Virus-Virus Berkeliaran

Sy pasti ramai yg da taw ape jenis virus yang ingin diperkatakan dlm entry kali ni.iyer.100% btol.memang sah yg tu la.xde yg lain dah.xperlu disangkal lagi.H1N1.Atau nm kasar sket SELESEMA BABI.Dengar nmnye pn da bwat ramai org cuak termasuk la sy yg kurang pengetahuan sket bab2 virus ni.Jd, ni ade sket info ttg virus ni.Supaya korang taw la sedikit sebanyak ttg virus yg semakin menjadi-jadi kt negara kite ni..

Influenza A(H1N1) virus is a subtype of influenzavirus A and the most common cause of influenza (flu) in humans. Some strains of H1N1 are endemic in humans and cause a small fraction of all influenza-like illness and a large fraction of all seasonal influenza. H1N1 strains caused roughly half of all human flu infections in 2006.[1] Other strains of H1N1 are endemic in pigs (swine influenza) and in birds (avian influenza).

In June 2009, World Health Organization declared that flu due to a new strain of swine-origin H1N1 was responsible for the 2009 flu pandemic. This strain is commonly called "swine flu" by the public media.

Swine influenza (also called swine flu, hog flu, and pig flu) is an infection by any one of several types of swine influenza virus. Swine influenza virus(SIV) is any strain of the influenza family of viruses that is endemic in pigs.[2] As of 2009, the known SIV strains include influenza C and the subtypes ofinfluenza A known as H1N1, H1N2, H3N1, H3N2, and H2N3.

Swine influenza virus is common throughout pig populations worldwide. Transmission of the virus from pigs to humans is not common and does not always lead to human influenza, often resulting only in the production of antibodies in the blood. If transmission does cause human influenza, it is called zoonotic swine flu. People with regular exposure to pigs are at increased risk of swine flu infection. The meat of an infected animal poses no risk of infection when properly cooked.

During the mid-20th century, identification of influenza subtypes became possible, allowing accurate diagnosis of transmission to humans. Since then, only 50 such transmissions have been confirmed. These strains of swine flu rarely pass from human to human. Symptoms of zoonotic swine flu in humans are similar to those of influenza and of influenza-like illness in general, namely chills, fever, sore throat, muscle pains, severe headache, coughing, weakness and general discomfort.


Bagi sesape yg rase ade demam, batuk, selsema, sakit kepala, n sakit2 badan tu sila la rujuk kepada doktor dengan kadar segera.bukan ape kalu lagi cepat tahu lg la senang nk rawat kan...kalu da tahap kritikal tu lagi la susah.So, luangkan la sket mase utk mengecheck kalau2 anda slh seorg yg terkena.InsyaAllah takde ape2.


Skrg ni sy maw bercerita perihal mktb sy yg telah ditutup bermula dr semalam.118 org telah dikenal pasti mempunyai tanda-tanda positif h1n1.termasuk sy kah??Tak semena-mena dpt cuti yg tak dijangka-jangka pon.Smlm pihak hospital telah dtg ke maktab utk menjalankan pemeriksaan kepada sape2 saje yg ade simptom2 H1N1.sume yg batuk, selsema, demam kena pegi check.Sy pn pegi jgk la check.Sy ingat mereka nk bwat pemeriksaan darah ke apo alik2 check temperature n ckp "adik kena kuarantin ni".Pe kejadahnye tu?."jangan kuar rumah 7hari smpai 30hb".Giler dowh.Xpasal-pasal sy jd xkeruan, cuak n mcm2 feeling yg xsepatutnya ade la.Sy pn terus laporkan berita ni kepada abah n umi kt kg.Pe lagi bimbang la dorg.Huhu.Sy nk dptkan kepastian jgk.Btul ke ak ni kena kuarantin..nanti kalu kuarantin tp xkena pape, btpe.Bazir mase jer.


Satula nk ckp kelemahan hospital KERAJAAN, sistem dia amatla lembab.Lagi lembab dari kura-kura.Dr siput pon.Huhu.3 JAM sy tgu tp xjgk dipanggil2 nombor sy tu.Adusss. Penat la nk tgu berjam2.Sy pn balik je la.Pg td sy pegi lagi.Awal2 lg sy pg.Org pn xramai sgt.Alhamdulillah.Smlm check temperature 38.6, hr ni 38.5.mknanya sy sah demam.Sekali lg nm sy dipanggil.Kali ni utk pengambilan darah.huhu.Sy yg memang xpenah kena amik darah gerun sakan la tgk jarum tu.(tgk ke??)hehe,xtgk pn.Tak semena-mena sy mengeluarkan air mata.Hehe.Lawak2.Selesai pengambilan darah, sy terpaksa lg menunggu utk berjumpa doktor.


Kerana kelaparan, sy g la mkn dulu ngn adik sy.Nombor sy 4006.Xde la selame smlm.Akhirnya tiba la giliran sy.Masuk bilik doktor tu dia tnye la sy knp.Sy gtaw la sume2 yg sy alami skrg.Dia tnjuk Blood Result sy.Hehe.Gembira.Sy BEBAS!!! hehhe.Tetiba je rase sihat semacam.Psychology itu penting sbnrnye.Sy cuma ade kuman je,ade virus tp xde la bahaya cm H1N1 ni.Doktor tu bagi antibiotik n mcm2 ubat lg la.hehe.Xpe, yg penting, sy bkn pembawa.Alhamdullilah.Macam tu la ceritanya.Hehe.xdpt digambarkan betapa gembira n leganya hati sy bila dpt taw yg sy ni bebas H1N1.Selagi xcheck selagi tu dok rungsing.So, baik check.


Oklah, nk g solat jap.Babai.

Dari Cik Sara



haiyah~!yay!dapat awrd lagi...shuke2~!tengs to Cik Sara Aqilah
sbb bg award tomey2 ni...actually berserta ngn award ni ade
tag yg perlu diselesaikan tp acc to Cik Sara
kalu xmaw jwb or mls nk jwb...
pn xpe,..hehe.So, ape lg...
sy xyah jwb la Cik Sara yer =)

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Ooooowhhh~~!

Now ni nk bkk blog pn susah.amatla susah.kelas pack giler2.sampai 4 30 je sumenya.bkn xnk menulis atau menjenguk blog kengkawan tp i'm feeling like der is no more tyme to relax and put your head on the pillow..(except at night)..vast differences compare to last sem, though I was busy with ass-sigh-ment, but still I can sleep and talk with my BF for hours.huh.Kelas plak everyday starts early in the morning.Ok, it's not dat I'm not happy da class held in the morning, but after one class der is gap, big gap before the next class.Why can't we just finished it all in one time?We can get back home early and get enuff sleep.Penat sesangat.

Td, maktab wat assembly.The day before, as usual, we da TESLIAN discuss whether we will be going or not.For sure, ramai yg xnk pegi.kami serumah pn ape lagi.Memang da xnk pegi pn assembly tu.Tup tup plan had changed.Sume nk pegi plak.Penangan ChiHawaHawa la ni.Mcm witch kan.Bukan niat nk mengutuk dia tp cam diktator sgt la dia tu.Ape daa.Tolerate la sket.Ni sume nak tight je.Sume nk serius.Patutla macam tu.

So, kesudahannya kami tetap pegi.Almost all Teslian went there.What more pissed off was der were ppl who stay at the nearest place in the college, did not go.Amboi.Bestnya korang kan.Bersenang-lenangdisitukamiberpanasdipadang kan.Bagus.Bagus.Attitude.Hurmm.Whatever la kan.Nak marah pn marah la, nak tarik muka pn.I talked the real things happened.Don't blame me for talking.Btw, ade aku kesah?Blog aku wat.Haih.

Class started at 11 30.Psychologu Education.Yana and Sab's presentation.They did it superb.What a hardworking piece of work.Congrats SabbyYana.Keep up.After dis, turn kami pula.Hehe.Tp honestly agak cuak bl tgk group Yana punye presentation sbb amatla bagus jadi takut ape la lect nk comment yang kami ini pula.Huhu.Hoho.Harap2 kami dapat menyelesaikan tugas ini dengan baik sekaligus mendapat markah yang setimpal kan.kan.kan.InsyaAllah.

Oklah, got to go.Listening Class at 8 tomorrow.gudnite.Pen off.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

My Apologies

the entry entitled The Fact that Happened
might have hurt my peers.....
as for this entry i want to ask for forgiveness
i'm really sorry for being indifference
for being bad.




If i can't apologies for being wrong
then u can put the shame on me
i'll be the raseon for your pain
and you can put the blame on me

Friday, July 17, 2009

The Fact That Happened

Td sy bca blog Kak Maria. sy suka sgt gaya penulisan dia.amat la bersahaja, n ada unsur literature sket dlm gayanya.hehe.pujian ikhlas ni.betuuul.she talked about JPP.wanna know what is JPP, klik>>Kak Maria.sy turut la terpanggil utk mendescribekan sket ape yg telah terjadi semalam di blok TESL.Kami ade cls Psycho pg tu, ms sy tgh presentation tu Miss Amyzar msuk n inform us that all of us were required to vote for JPP at 9 am.We went there and agak surprise la sbb since I've been here, dat was the first tyme this college do the voting systematically.Kalu ikt mcm dlu,dak2 Tesl mcm sy ni jarang sgt la bley contribute undi utk JPP yg dipilih. Tahniah maktabku =)

When first I stepped into the conference room, I have to register my name before I was given about 9 or 10 pieces of yellow paper.There were names and post in each paper.I wonder who are they.U know, we Teslian are quite isolated compare to other course, it's like we lived in our own fantasy land and the outside are the evil world.So, as I looked at the names, I was questioning myself, Who is he/she?Can he/she hold this post with responsibility?...I was puzzled.But I voted anyway, blankly of course.

Kalu yg sy tgk2 yg JPP lepas2 la kan.I don't think the JPP really do their responsibility given by us, The Students.Entah la.Mcm nasib2 kami tidak terpelihara pn.Dibiarkan tanpa bantuan walau secubit pn.We hoped as the JPP exists, our voices would be heard but it's like no one care.The outsiders, like me and I can say majority of the IPGMIK students stay outside tidak diberi perhatian langsung.Nak minta feeder bus pn tak dapat.Atau lebih tepat lagi memang tidak akan disediakan untuk selama-lamanya.Walau untuk 7 keturunan pun.

Above all the things, yg part Biro Luar Kampus la sy terkilan sgt.Sy masih ingat lagi betapa susahnya kami mencari tempat perlindungan (kami telah di'kick out' dr hostel utk beri tpt kpd junior-junior) pegi kesitu, pegi ke sini.Tnya situ, tnya sini mn la tpt yg available n berpatutan bg kami, student ni.Sampai terjadinya kejadian yg amat la tidak diduga.MasyaAllah.Semoga 'pelaku'nya mendapat balasan yg setimpal.Tp itu kejadian lama.Sy pon tak mahu ingat lagi perkara yg malang itu.Cuma berharap sejarah takkan berulang lagi.

Kalau la ms tu kami ade guidance mn tpt yg selamat, sape yg ptt kami jumpa, InsyaAllah perkara sedemikian tidak berlaku.Yang lepas tu biarlah.Yang penting melangkah gagah ke hadapan.Sekarang ni pulak masalah teksi tidak dibenarkan masuk dlm kwsn college.WTF is that rule?Who do u think are we?We are the students, your students.Sampai hati suruh kami mendaki gunung dan berjalan ke kelas yg letaknya dihujung ceruk sana.Haih.

Mana letaknya perikemanusiaan kamu?hah, JPP hanya mampu ttp mata n biarkan je la perkara ini berterusan berlaku?Jd ape sbnrnya tggjwb JPP?tak tahu lah.sy pun malas nk berkata panjang, just keciwa n sedih sgt sbb setahu sy maktab lain amat lah menjaga kebajikan pelajar-pelajarnya.Tp kita?Cara kita mungkin berbeza kot dr mereka2.Maklumlah nak mendidik pelajar utk berdikari n mengenal erti susah kan.Ceit.

Rasanya segalanya sudah habis sy taburkan di sini.Mungkin lepas ni sy hanya mampu tersenyum n menerima realiti bahawa maktab sy ni memang berbeza.hehe.Tiada niat utk mempersoalkan tggjwb mn2 pihak tp suara kami, (ikan-ikan BILIS) di maktab tu patut juga didengari.End of story.Pen off.

Accord by Nadhirah



happy!happy!i got an award~!pink lagi...~
hehe.this award is given by Nadhirah for all her followers..
tengs yer =) come along with this, I have to describe 3 things about me..
hurm, below are things that i can think now..scroll please

1. I'm in process of losing some weight.hehe.
2. This sem shedule make me stress.
3. I'm zero knowledge when it comes to cooking..

btw, thanks Ira for this award.



Monday, July 13, 2009

What to say?

thank God!afta da miserable weekends without our source of
info, news, gossips, (we managed to live w/out it!) but of
cos, da moment went so dreary.huhu~!
thank God, for giving me lives again..
hehe..rindu sgt kt blog..

ok la...
got to go.nak wat homework sket.
will update la8er.daaa~!

Sunday, July 05, 2009

To Go or Not To Go?

aduh.susah susah.ak mcm malas n penat nk kuar rumah.maklumla baru je smpai pg td.ptg nti da ade shedule utk ak penuhi la pulak.ish!ish!ish!dush~~!malas!na gtaw empunya badan sian plak.huu~ kengkawan ni, susah la.kan merajuk. adush, st hal plak nk memujuk.nak kuar ke xnk ni?nak la kuar tp xnk la g kt pdg tuuu~~!huhuu..tp sian plak kt dia.xkn nk pegi sorg2 kot.tuut!tuutt!ade msg..dari dia.huehuhue!ak xbals..jahatnyer!dush!dush!alaa.biarla ak rehat2 dulu tenangkan minda dr bercelaru ni.mslh kerinduan ni pn xsettle lg...

rindu....rindu serindu rindunyaaaa...
namun apa daya....
ak di perantauan...


ish...melalut plak kuar lagu tu..hurm, ok la ak rs ak na restkan mata ak ni dulu..nti da dpt ilham, atau petunjuk dlm mimpi, ak decide nk pg ke xnk pg...huhhuu



P/S: mcm xnk pg.ape ak nk bt kt situ lgpn?huhuuu~
mcm nk g sb dok umah ni btkan ak ingt kt kpg je..

Sob!Sob!

Again.I am home.Home??
NO WAY!I've left my lovely home n
my dear family last nite.and here I am.
in front of da laptop typing something to distract
myself from thinking and missing 'em all.huu~~
back to the city where at first I came here I worshipped
but now I felt terible for coming n staying here
if not because of my future, I won't be in this brick city
for more than a week.

I miss my hometown.
my Home.My Family.My cat.
I miss the weather.
I miss the peacefulness.
I miss the night silenceness.













Here.
Nothing.
I can't get it here!
Its all the other way round.