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Sunday, May 31, 2009

0 Weirdness

things happen, we forgot. 
we tend to forget it cos it's not good to be remmembered. 
people make mistakes, we often heard this. 
no matter how many times u have done it, 
people around you always come soothe 
you with this 'miracle' saying. 

haha. easy huh? it's good if we really want to change,
 turn over a new leaf and become a useful person 
for our family especially. 
but what if we not?

to whom we must put the blame on? the saying? 
haha.to someone who owe me 'that', 
i wish your life is full of blissfull and happiness.
 i won't let my heart get fooled again. 
i won't compromise, i will do things on my own way 
unless another way is the bestest.
most importantly, i won't let people look down on me anymore~!




xoxo,
Gossip Girl.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

For All The Teachers (to be oso!)



Today is the most meaningful day for teachers all over the world.
 it is a day for the teachers
and for the students to appreciate their teacher's 
effort in guiding and helping 'em 
to become a successfull person in the world and the hereafter. 
I wished to all my teachers who taught me 
when I was in the kindergarten, primary school
(I was schooled at SK Kedai Piah) , secondary school (at Sek Sains Machang), 
lecturers and not forgotten all my tuisyen teacher's yg 
xpenah bosan mengajar n mengajar jgk supaya 
I bejaya esp mase SPM dulu..hehee.
I ni kureng sket Add Math..puas berhempas-pulas bru la dpt jd cam skrg ni.
nasib bek la I have all the support and confidence to answer the paper. 
Alhamdulillah...
neh gmbr2 mase I kt Sains Machang, 
ms kt primary skul xde kot gmbr sbb my school xbwat
majalah skolah.so, i displaykan gmbr2 ni tuk mengingatkan kembali kenangan2
terindah kt skolah yg byk berjasa n cikgu2 yg byk membentuk diriku n what 
I have become today,.
Thanks to all the teachers that showered me with the never-ending
patience and commitment!

gmbr ni maser I form 2..hehe~!

ni setapak ag I na jd y plg senior kt skool.sek netok!

ney, maser Form 3.rindu kt member2 sume~!




 Thanks for making us what we are today. Happy teachers Day!!!

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Riang ria di SKBTS~!





da 4 hri sy berulang alik ke tasik selatan 
bg menyudahkan semester khas kali ni
utk pertama kali terbit di hati perasaan sayang.
sayang yg suci dr hati tanpa
takut utk disakiti atau menyakiti.hehe.
ye, sblm ni sy xbape suke sgt ngn budak2 
sbb dorg byk perangai yg xmenyenangkan tp bile sy melalui 
pengalaman yg penuh bermakna bersm mereka sy taw yang
sy sayangkan kanak2.hehe.dorg sgt la comel n innocent.
ikut je ape yg cg ckp.marah sket, snyap jap, then 
bising balik.hehe.xkering gusi tgk keletah
mereka2 tu.len yg dorg eja, len plak
yg dorg sebut.haha.sgt2 la sayang
rase na tgglkan mereka sume
nti.kalu ade yg mngalirkan
air mate tu, one of 'em
might b me.hahha.



rase cam privileged je bley tgk mereka.
bkn sng sbnrnye na ajar bdk2 tu
tp yg bestnye kalu kta mrh, dorg xsimpan dlm hti cam bdk2 besar,
esp dak high school.ajar dorg pn xde la stress n menghimpitkan sgt.
so, ak hepi sgt bersm mereka.rase mcm sume mslh hilang
bile lyan dorg ckp, ajar dorg wat keje, tolong2.
hehe.jd kalu na rs bahagia, pg la tadika..
xpn tpt yg rmai kanak2..insyaAllah
problems tu leh hilang.dgn tawa 
riang mereka, kesucian ati 
dorg..i wish i was a little
girl.main je, xyah risau
hal len..huhu.
miss that momentos~!





LoveISpURple: Love ut childhood tyme cos dat was the best moment ever in your life!believe me.~!u will miss it so much!when u have problems, u better remember ur childhood times cos u'll find peace in it...



xoxo,
Gossip Girl






Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Tagged Yg Tertangguh


da rules..
1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda..
2. Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini..

Cik Sara Aqilah
>sgt le penyopan orgnye..lemah lembut gitu, pendek kate cam pompuan melayu sejati la...
>she's in the dean's list..what to say?
>sorg yg suka spa n facial..hehe. mengikut buah2 mulut housemate2 u la ni
>she speaks words from my heart..mst best kalu leh sm2 luahkan perasaan ngn sara
>sorg yg cantik, n baik amat...hehe amat setia pd janji :)


3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya..aish..ase cam pnh jwb jugak ni..

> nma penuh : Norhanani Mohd Nasir
>suka kucin gak tp xler se'extreme' sara
>suke mengemas
>dislike cooking..but in the process of learning (as a preparation)
>very da independent type of girl
>suke lepak kt umah je..men tenet
>jenis burung antu..tdo lewat!
>sensitive person
>happy go lucky wth people yg sekepala ngn i gak
>lastly..I embrace my friendship..


4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka..

eazy> sbb da penah bg award kt sy hr tu...
emma> penuh ngan vocabulary, bagai kamus...hehe
nadhirah> blognye pink secute pemiliknyer...
erm sape ag ek..
xtaw la, kire xpe la kan xcukup 10 pn..hehe





xoxo,
Gossip Girl

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Diary of a Teacher

I'm watchin' Lalola right now. all my housemates have slept peacefully.
sume penat melayan preschoolers. hehe.me too. td smpai umah
dekat kol 2 30 pm. today is not like the day before, 1st day at
school. xde la bosan sgt cam kelmarin. hr ni byk activity, so 
ktorg pn turutla mmbzkan diri tlg2 bdk2 tu wat keje..
jap je rase 11 30 tu berlalu.hehe.


 tp xyah ckp la mmg kebulur..lapar sgt.
 maklumla dak2 tadika tu da 2 kali mkn ktorg skali pn blom ag. 
tp fun la melayan kerenah bdk2 tu
 wlpn agak kepenatan n kdg2 mls jgk kami nk melayan..hehe.
bile tgk wjh2 cute dorg, perasaan mls n penat tu hilang camtu je
hehe. maybe it was the teacher inside me. xley nak mrh2. 
kesian. dorg kecik ag. bdk2 kan biase la. 
nak perhatian..ak dulu pn jd bdk jgk.
ntah2 ak lagi mengada2 n manje dr dorg..hekhekhek~!
mn la taw kan. ok la ak pn rs cam
na masuk tido je ni..tp da 4 35 pm. agak lewat da utk tdo ni...
hurm..tgk la ap akan jadi..




xoxo,
Gossip Girl

Monday, May 11, 2009

Tagged From Nad~!

1. What's your ambition?
I'm a teacher-to-be, have to be one tho i dun really into it

2. Who is more important for you. friend or boy/girl friend?
both. friends is what makes you. boyfriend is what u believe is good.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
once. after breaking up with my ex. (pengakuan berani mati) ala stress sgt la tyme tu..
kena marah kt my friends sbb think of sthg so stupid!

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I guess I am. I can do my OP very well.

5. How many babies do you want?
haven't been thinking about it yet =P

6. Favourite perfume/fragrance?
MNG.I'm wearing this brand now.

7. What's your goal for this year?
become a goalie.hehe, earn more money?maybe

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes.no.

9. What's a perfect partner to you?
someone who cares and understanding me regardless of wealth and look. tp kena la ade gak harta tu sket..


10. What feeling do you love most?
happy feeling. of course.who love being sad anyway?

11. What is your bad habit?
suka tido kot..hehe.best pe tido!

12. Is there anything you want to tell people that hates you?
hates me if u dare!haha.never mind. God is fair.He knows everything.

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes.every single second of it. : )



14. Describe yourself?
I am me. people say I'm arrogant but I know who I am.

15. What do you crave the most currently?
dunno.crave for Jai Ho. want to listen to it over and over again

16. What's currently on your mind?
what to write for SOP

17. What would you really like to do, like right now?
don't want to do anything..juz relax!

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
a teacher and a businesswoman maybe.hehe

19. What do you hate the most?
people who think they are so perfect and look down on others all the time

20. Who else do you want to answer these?
1. Mama Fydot
2. Sabbyyana
3. Miss Adah
4. Vannesa..hehe
5. Cik Emma lg skali..!
ermm..anyone who like to answer it ; )






xoxo,
Gossip Girl

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Tagged From Cik Sara (^ _*)

1. Anda rasa anda hot? 
hehe.skrg ni mmg hot pn..sbb tu psg kipas ke tahap maksimum tuh.
kalu physical appearance plak, erm..well, 
manusia ade baik n buruknye..
bersyukur kerana dilahirkan sempurna :)

2. Upload gambar kegemaran anda?

3. Kenapa anda suka gambar ini? 
saye suke gmbr ni sbb that time we wer having such a
great time at hostel.pic at da back was our 'creativity'

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza? 
xingat, sbb xsuke sgt da mkn pizza now ni..suke mkn
sushi plak..ahakz~!best!

5. Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
I've listened to Candles by Hey Monday 3 minutes ago
[Been black and blue before
There’s no need to explain
I am not the jaded kind
Playback’s such a waste
You’re invisible
Invisible to me
My wish is coming true
Erase the memory of your face]

6. Apa yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini? 
dengar lagu..addicted to Hey Monday right now
bru lepas mkn Big Apple Donuts from besday girl, tanter Yona ;))

7. Selain name sendiri, anda suke dipanggil dengan nama apa? 
xkisah, asalkan sedap didengar n maknenya elok

8. Tag lagi 6 org?
1. Cik Emma
2. Cik Lynn
3. Cik Ckyn
4. Eazy..hehe
5. Cik Nadhirah
6. Akak Maryam

9. Siapa no.1 pada anda? 
my bestfriend ever.

10. Org no.3 ada hubungan dgn sesiapa? 
hehe ckyn?ade la..rahsia..tp mmg dia ade secret admirer pon

11. Kata sesuatu mengenai org no.5?
someone yg comey n shuke bnda2 comeyy gak..(tgk org la..hehe)

13. Pesanan kpd no.6?
Good Luck to akak for her final exam..chaiyok2~!





xoxo,
Gossip Girl

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Grammy Award(as if...hehe)

 Special thanks again to Eazy for giving me, hehe not specially to me 
but for all his followers this nice and a very creative award..
I was just following his blog two days ago. 
I guess I'm consider as one of his follower as well, am I?
however, as I have taken this award...
I have forcefully(lol) need to state 5 reasons why I follow his blog
hurm...

* I was attracted to this blog first time I saw it
*his yellow sweet swift is verrrrryyyyy damnn cute
*he sorts out his widgets & gadgets very well
*I like this award, so I take it..lol
*he's cute :p





xoxo,
Gossip Girl

Thursday, May 07, 2009

Kejadian Yg Tak Diduga

I was in front of my laptop. updating my blog. updating my tagged profile. I was uploading the latest gossip girl episode when it happens. it was 3 and a quarter to 4 at that time. I was alone. in the study room. everyone was asleep. asleep soundly. my room was in a dark mode. not making it look romantic, just the electric lamp do not function really well. I put three candles in the room so that I won't have to grope about finding things. my dad had warned me not to flame those candles. I was dogged, obstinate, pigheaded and whatever words related to stubborn (me mmg degil). I put off two candles but let ones keep on flaming. after feeling bored surfing the net, I decided to went to bed. Oh My Gosh! it was bright in my room. I could see it from the door of room I still in. I was panicked. what should I do? what have i done? Ya Allah, I woke up my dad and told him that my room was on fire. he quickly rushed to my room, my mum followed hurriedly and my brother immediately woke up cause he smelled something burning. I was stunned, petrified. my dad asked me to get the water and pour into the fire. I done as told. my dad n my mum did it also. thank God, the fire was not widen outwards. if I stayed any longer in the study room, I might annihilate my whole beautiful big house. I might cause danger to my family. I was upset and regretful. I should listen to my dad. I have burned the plastic drawer where I put my shirts and books. fortunately, the fire only destroy my five beloved long sleeves, my twilight book,(only Twilight). I thought all of the four books were scorched, but as far I can read them, it was consider as okay. Breaking Dawn and New Moon lost its front pages. huhu. I also burnt the camera. I'm not really sure whether it can still be use ot not, but if it can be repaired, I think it couldn't perform very well compared to before. I'm so sorry. it was all my fault. below are some pictures of the burnt things, 


di'makan' dek api...

hukhukhuk!

tautan hati and dunia belum berakhir(novel), cover page of New Moon...

the drawer...


that were the pictures after the fire happens. huhu. remember, api ni...

kecik-kecik jadi kawan, 
besar-besar jadi lawan,

I will make this as one of my unforgettable moments in my entire life.Syukur dipanjatkan ke Hadrat Illahi for still giving me and my family chances to live and repent. sometimes, things happen to let us realize that something that we have done was actually wrong. Ya Allah, ampuni ak, hambaMu yang hina ini... Amin.
One thing that I could see from this incident, api sekecil tu pn kita sbgai manusia dah mula panik,da mula hilang fokus, terasa kehilangan apatah lagi api neraka. Masya Allah. ASTAGFIRULLAH HAL AZIM.

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Permainan Dunia

Assalamualaikum...ak adalah bakal seorg guru yg kini masih lg belajar di sebuah institusi perguruan di KL.masih teringat lagi saat diri melangkah dr gate itu.'Ini kah masa depan ku?' seringkali bermain di minda.ak bukan tidak bersyukur dengan ape yg telah ditulis di dalam Luh Mahfuz Nya, tp sbg manusia yg lemah lg hina ak tewas dengan dunia.kemewahan, pandangan masyarakat bhwa doktor adalh org yg berpelajaran tinggi atau Gred A, membuatkan ak jua ingin menjadi salah seorg dari mereka. namun, setelah 3thun ak belajar dan berada di bidang ini, ak semakin sayang pd kerjaya ku, iaitu seorg pendidik. wah~!ku ucapkan syukur pada Yang Maha Berkuasa.

ak tidak pernah terfikir akan menemui satu perasaan yg sblm ni ak xpenah btol2 rase n fahami. ak serius ngn seseorg sblm ak ke KL, namun kami hny bercinta di alam maya. sbg perempuan, ak inginkan seserog yg berada dekat dgn ku, yg mampu menemaniku di saat gembira mahupun sedih. jd, ak terpaksa membuat satu kptsn antara dua. sprt yg telah ku gtaw ak ingin seseorg yg benar2 wujud, benar2 ada disampingku, lalu ak pilih yg dekat dgnku. byk peristiwa yg berlaku spjg bersm, akhirnya slm perpisah tetap jua terjadi. oleh sebab2 yg ak xpasti n xsolid. menangisla ak keseorangan, mengenangkan nasib diri. ak xsangka ade lelaki yg sanggup memperlakukan perempuan sebegitu. slama ni ak hanya melihat di kaca tv, tp kini ia berlaku kpdku. ak pasrah n hanya mampu berdoa semoga satu hari nanti akan terbuka pintu hati nya kembali. InsyaAllah. 

ak tidak berani mengatakan ak gembira di saat ini kerna peristiwa dulu, kenangan2 dulu masih lg bermain di minda, namun ak kuatkan diri n berharap perasaan ini akn pergi jauh dariku. ak anggap ini satu dugaan bagiku. dan aku pasti ak akn dapat menempuhnya walaupun ak keseorangan. ak akan sembunyikan segalanya, sedihku, lukaku, tangisku hanya ak yg taw. kerna ak percaya satu saat nanti kebenaran pasti akan menang. ak percaya. kebencian akan terhapus. 



cinta pada Allah adalah cinta yg kekal abadi. Ya Allah. 

Tuesday, May 05, 2009

Changes




hi..it's been ages since I changed my blog's look...
now, as I really- really loove Purple so, I turned up my blog 
to be a Purple one with the word Love on it..hehe. 
it do have meaning to me...
oh my gosh, before I go any further, I'd love to tell u that I 
miss Putrajaya Brigdge damn much~!huhu~~!
I juz love to be there, I know i won't b bored being there all night..
hehe. FYI, it's very chilly~!and the scene, the lights surroundings, damn fantastic!
yup, I know a bit overeacting happen..hehe..

ok, so now hope u have fun visiting my blog,.
tho, the entry were not really enjoyable and meaningful to read, huhu
I really appreciate it..hurm..
btw, thanks for reading..
it's only what's in my mind so I hope no one will get over-sensitive
thanks..enjoy!






xoxo,
Gossip Girl