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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Muhasabah Cinta

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku
Betapa lemah diriku ini
Berat ujian dariMu
Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar
Indah nikmat sehat itu
Tak pandai aku bersyukur
Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :
Kata-kata cinta terucap indah
Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku
Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku
Butir-butir cinta air mataku
Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku
Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini
Ya ilahi....
Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku
Lindungiku dari putus asa
Jika ku harus mati
Pertemukan aku denganMu

Back to Reff.


*sayu di hati bila dgr lagu ni...

Saturday, August 08, 2009

Award & Tag dr Cik Sara

letak di blog anda
udah kuletak ni cik sara..hehe tq so much!
senyum bila dapat award ini
mmg tgh senyum pn..i kan manis orgnyer..
ucap syukran kepada cik sara
syukran jazilan ya habibi~~
berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
*cik lynn
*cik ira
*cik daffodil
*cik emma
~~~~tag pn ade jgk~~~

1.Adakah Anda Comel?
rs2nyer comey sgt2 kot..well, kate baby..

2.Adakah Anda Baik?
baik??entah...cam xbape je PBM nih

3.Adakah Anda Rock?
sket2 la..layan gak lagu rock tu...time jiwa kacau dow

4.Adakah Anda Pembodek?
ikut keadaan la..ade ms kena gak membodek...harhar

5.Adakah Anda Cantik?
cantik??cantik is beautiful kan...kalu acc to facebook, I am pretty..is it da same?hehe

6.Adakah Anda Jiwang?
ngn my bf je kot..

7.Adakah Anda Bijak?
bijak ke bi'jok?hehe

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!
mereka2 yg di atas juga...

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

A Reply I Received

Sepatutnye entry ni da terpapar kt dada blog ak ni hr isnin or selasa hr tu lagi. Tapi keadaan ms tu tidak mengizinkan ak mengarang di sini, hanya sempat menulis tajuk sahaja. Ak teramat la busy minggu ni sampai ak rase nk pengsan and my brain was so damn tired. Bayangkanla we ni have to go through 3 quizzes minggu ni saje. Mane nk pegang, yg tu lg yg ni lagi. Adus yang tu xstadi, yg ni xsentuh ag. Haha. Tula sape suruh study last minute kan..hehe. Nak wat camane, I think since I was born, I never study earlier than two days before having to sit for exam. Da jadi habit semulajadi da. Nak wat camne kan..

Actually, this entry meant a reply for the previous entry, The Secret Not To Be Revealed. Macam2 komen diterima after I posted this. Miss MedulaFivers said I sound like a witch, cam lam cite Mcbeth tu. Haha. Berbagai-bagai tanggapan la yg bermain di fikiran kawan-kawan ak wondering why am I being so mad, so upset. Haha. Mood swing kot. Huahua. Bagi yg sudah taw ape yang berlaku, ok la tu. At least u all have known the reason why I being so crazy. I think I was being quite emotional that time. For mereka2 yang terase tu, I am much-much sorry. Harap2 tiada la di simpan dlm hati ke or mane2 part yang bley disimpan.

Lam 2, 3 hari ak termimpi2 pasal ni. Mengganggu betul. Tapi the next day I woke up, I realized that I was being cruel to certain people. Hell, I'm sorry. I shouldn't say all dat, but I have. So, nothing will change if I deleted it, right? Moreover, blog memang dicipta utk mereka2 yang susah mengekspresikan perasaan. Guess I'm one of those people. Like I said almost setiap kali ak tulis blog, kalu xnk terase hati ke, tersensitif ke jangan (JANGAN!) bace blog ak. Sbb ak ikut sedap mulut ak je nk kate ape2 pn kt dlm ni. Walaupn ak sedar blog ni ade gak keburukannye, tapi ak shuke blogging. So, ak xkn make it private ke ape..

To MissPrettyInPink, thank u so much for your open letter. I am so touched. Really. Satu entry tu untk just for me. Huhu. Sape xterharu beb. But that what friends are for, right?. Sharing bad and good times. I love u my dear. Thanks for being so understanding. MUAKS!
For dat person, as long as u know what u are doing, I wish u happiness and bliss.
Poem kat bwah ni goes to you.

Poem: Sorry. (For You Know Who U Are)

Sorry for hurting.

Sorry for ever being part of yours.

Sorry for the hardship you have to go through cos of me.

Sorry for the words I used that punch your heart.

Sorry for the indifference I once be.

Sorry for the things you have given me.

Sorry for ever woke you up early in the morning just for jog.

Sorry for riding your motorbike.

For the trouble sending me to the bus station.

For using your money.

For forcing you to accompany me back home.

For making u fall in love with me.

Sorry for the love I have given.

and finally..

For me, being with you.



Those words come from my piece of heart. I've tried hard to forget u and I guess I have let it go. I learned to let go. Gudbye. Alhamdulillah. Life taught me things I never know if I'm not a human. Thanks for you. Thanks for everything.

Saturday, August 01, 2009

The Secret Not to be Revealed!

Sad?Happy?Shocked?What in the state am I now?What must I feel?feelingless, I rather say.I can't cry nor I can create a smile on my face.I can't get angry not I can stay calm.Am I confused?I know I am.Argh!Someone stabbed me on my back.But who?why?I don't know.I felt so helpless.Why should I know all that from the voice I avoid to hear it from?Why must I know?Why must the secret be revealed?Let it be a secret, see if u really can make it to the end, to the next level.The power of love.It can shadow, hinder everything bad.How bad is it, still we could accept everything.Ahh~whatever!This should not have bothered my life.

But why I felt suffocated?Why I feel like telling the world so that all the people know what is actually happening?ohh no.There must be some other way.I have to accept the reality, the fact that happened.I swear I have taken back my forgiveness.Now, I want to see the suffering.Enough about being a good girl.Accept everything.Forgive all the bad thing.Enough, it never do me good.I want to be a bad girl."Good Girl Gone Bad".Yup!But what should I do?Go and see the shaman, maybe?hahaha.I'm not that crazy.Hurm..

You want to see the real me.Haha.I'll make u regret for ever messing up with my life.The grudge will always growing inside of me.Not that I can't forgive the things, but because of YOU being so ignorant, so egoistic.Like there's nothing in this world can ruin you.Haha.Just see one day.You will finally see the real punishment for making a promise but never prove it.The laugh, the happiness will someday be erased from your life.Yeah.Just do whatever U like.But Don't Mess With ME!Treating me like a game, letting go as if there were nothing to be worried about, being so ignorant and hypocrite..and for being COWARD!Stand up la.Kate hebat sgt.Knp nak sembunyi2 plak?Grr~!

p/s: Nothing to do with all my friends. I love you all.