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Tuesday, August 04, 2009

A Reply I Received

Sepatutnye entry ni da terpapar kt dada blog ak ni hr isnin or selasa hr tu lagi. Tapi keadaan ms tu tidak mengizinkan ak mengarang di sini, hanya sempat menulis tajuk sahaja. Ak teramat la busy minggu ni sampai ak rase nk pengsan and my brain was so damn tired. Bayangkanla we ni have to go through 3 quizzes minggu ni saje. Mane nk pegang, yg tu lg yg ni lagi. Adus yang tu xstadi, yg ni xsentuh ag. Haha. Tula sape suruh study last minute kan..hehe. Nak wat camane, I think since I was born, I never study earlier than two days before having to sit for exam. Da jadi habit semulajadi da. Nak wat camne kan..

Actually, this entry meant a reply for the previous entry, The Secret Not To Be Revealed. Macam2 komen diterima after I posted this. Miss MedulaFivers said I sound like a witch, cam lam cite Mcbeth tu. Haha. Berbagai-bagai tanggapan la yg bermain di fikiran kawan-kawan ak wondering why am I being so mad, so upset. Haha. Mood swing kot. Huahua. Bagi yg sudah taw ape yang berlaku, ok la tu. At least u all have known the reason why I being so crazy. I think I was being quite emotional that time. For mereka2 yang terase tu, I am much-much sorry. Harap2 tiada la di simpan dlm hati ke or mane2 part yang bley disimpan.

Lam 2, 3 hari ak termimpi2 pasal ni. Mengganggu betul. Tapi the next day I woke up, I realized that I was being cruel to certain people. Hell, I'm sorry. I shouldn't say all dat, but I have. So, nothing will change if I deleted it, right? Moreover, blog memang dicipta utk mereka2 yang susah mengekspresikan perasaan. Guess I'm one of those people. Like I said almost setiap kali ak tulis blog, kalu xnk terase hati ke, tersensitif ke jangan (JANGAN!) bace blog ak. Sbb ak ikut sedap mulut ak je nk kate ape2 pn kt dlm ni. Walaupn ak sedar blog ni ade gak keburukannye, tapi ak shuke blogging. So, ak xkn make it private ke ape..

To MissPrettyInPink, thank u so much for your open letter. I am so touched. Really. Satu entry tu untk just for me. Huhu. Sape xterharu beb. But that what friends are for, right?. Sharing bad and good times. I love u my dear. Thanks for being so understanding. MUAKS!
For dat person, as long as u know what u are doing, I wish u happiness and bliss.
Poem kat bwah ni goes to you.

Poem: Sorry. (For You Know Who U Are)

Sorry for hurting.

Sorry for ever being part of yours.

Sorry for the hardship you have to go through cos of me.

Sorry for the words I used that punch your heart.

Sorry for the indifference I once be.

Sorry for the things you have given me.

Sorry for ever woke you up early in the morning just for jog.

Sorry for riding your motorbike.

For the trouble sending me to the bus station.

For using your money.

For forcing you to accompany me back home.

For making u fall in love with me.

Sorry for the love I have given.

and finally..

For me, being with you.



Those words come from my piece of heart. I've tried hard to forget u and I guess I have let it go. I learned to let go. Gudbye. Alhamdulillah. Life taught me things I never know if I'm not a human. Thanks for you. Thanks for everything.

2 comments:

Da' daffodil D said...

aik.. xde pape pun? :?

LoveIsPurple said...

hehe...xsempat nk tulis cik daffodil..heheh