::My Stories::

Bye-bye UM, Welcome Sk Kelana Jaya 2

2011-07-24T14:43:00.000+08:00

My brains have been worrying a lot about going to practicum. Ah! Most of my friend have met their supervisors, Emma met hers today at IOI Mall.. haha diva sgt kan tpt meeting nye.. I haven't met mine. Mine is En.Hamidi, many of my friends have the experience learning with him, and their feedback was all awesome and less- stressing. So, all I can say is I'm relieved to hear that. I'll be attending the 3 months practicum with my so-called boyfriend, Yusree.. bukan Yusri KRU tu ye..haha. So far, I've been informed about which class I should take over, which topic should be teach, how many pupils in that class. Ramai dow dak2 kelas aku.. 40 org! huhu. Right now, I'm so nervous just the thought of that taw.. maklumla never been teaching a real classroom and be observed with a class of 40 pupils.. So mmg sgt neves n takut sgt2! Tp tu la.. Any how, I have to go on, try to do what I can, and berserah je la kan.

Nanti my days will be busy with LP, teaching aids, preparing worksheets n everything da la kan... There goes one of my freedom. Mst mase tido ak makin kurang nti...ah, leceh la! haha. tp camane pon, I have to coz I'm going to be a teacher one day. I have to practice and practice harder before I'll be posting to the school later on. nanti xla tu xtaw, ni xtaw kan.. hehe. Cuma skrg ak kena sharpen up my interpersonal skill la.. Nak deal ngn cikgu2 kt sekolah tu, ngn dak2 kt situ lg.. Uishh, payah jugak tu.. Haruslah kena humble selalu. Mtk tlg, budak baru la katekan..hehe.

Ok, enuf la pasal sekolah. The more I said, the more worried I'll be. So let just be. Starting from today, I will no longer be going to UM, attend classes, lectures, do assignments, and everything related. Best in that part, but the sad part is it will be so difficult to meet with my girls, and friends. No more gossiping time at Dataran C, kt kafe sambil makan cendol mamak tu, laughing at people.. Huhu. Bye-bye UM. Gonna miss all my friends a.k.a my big numbers of siblings! Guys, take care and enjoy being at school..

I gotta stop here. Thanks for those who willing to read my ramble of feelings. Till then, see you again. ;)

Bisik2 halus: Bleh ke aku ni jadi cikgu? teeett.

I CARE LESS!

2011-03-15T16:51:00.001+08:00

WORDS ARE WORDS...

IT CAN BE FOR GOOD...

IT CAN BE FOR BAD...

I CARE LESS...

BECAUSE...

I'M BEAUTIFUL!!

YES!

YOU'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT U'LL FIND OUT!

2011-03-15T16:39:00.000+08:00

Facebook is so slow like hell. I dont know why, many said that fb is gonna close soon. Hmm, I don't know for what reason, n not having any interest to know too. I guess I have to find another way out. You know, I'm sure many will feel the lost of Facebook (if it really is shutting down!), it has been so close, so dear to us. To me, my friends, even friends that I have not met for once.

My old schoolmates, in primary, secondary. Facebook has keep many of us together again. Things are more easier with it. Basically, our life has becoming simpler with the existence of Facebook. I don't know who to thank of. Erm.. Mark Zuckerberg maybe.

Oh wait.. I don't know why I'm writing this, but this matter has come to my mind just now. My brain haven't processed anything, so I don't know what to write, therefore, I don't have any posts.

I guess, I better stop now before I rambled. See u soon.

Let Us Pray For Japan

2011-03-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

After I heard about this massive earthquake that hits Japan, my hand felt cold, I felt scared.

MasyaAllah..SubhanaAllah.. Nauzubillah hi min zalik..

Here are some pictures from GMLPhotography..

Thanks to him we could see this from closer view...

Go to GML site to see more pictures...

Show some care, it counts. HE knows.

Ben Ashaari : BLOGGER LELAKI vs PEREMPUAN

2011-03-12T14:07:00.001+08:00

Smentara tgu nak perform solat, ak terbelek2 blog Ben Ashaari, pasal segmen dia ni..

Cam berminat lak nk join..Soklan2 yg ak kna jwb..Sape2 nk join klik kt ats tu utk details...

Dalam memberi pendapat dalam entri , apakah blogger lelaki benar benar ikhlas ?

Selama yang ak berbelog ni, rsnye sume ikhlas je.. xde lg la yg bg komen yg menyakitkan hati, menyentuh sanubari ke ape.. so far so good. Hopefully, sampai bile-bila la kan sape2 yg suka bace belog ak ni ikhlas bg komen.. ;)

Blogger lelaki malu nak letak gambar ? Kenapa?

Ek? BLogger laki malu ek nk letak gambar? Ermm, bg ak la depends atas org tu la nak letak gmabr dia ke x.. Tapi watpe nak malu kan, kite berbelog untuk tambah kenalan n teman, so elok la kalu letak gmbr..kan senang bile org g belog kite, org taw,''oh, ni empunya blog ni"..Walaubagaimanapun, setakat yg ak BW, follow2 blog ni..cuma ade 3,4 blog je yg xletak gambar..yg len sume ade..kalau ade pn yg malu tu mungkin dia xsuka publisiti kot? ahaks~

Pada pendapat anda , kenapa lelaki berblog ? Secara umum ..

Laki pn cam pompuan gak, untuk bercerita ape yg dorang da lalui seharian, or dlm hidup..Kongsi2 cite.. Share2 info yg ramai org xtaw.. Ade gak yg berbelog untuk bundle mcm kwn ak, Pok Mat n promote brg2 elektronik cam Fikry.

Blogger lelaki lebih mudah dapat ramai follower berbanding perempuan ? Kenapa ?

Mungkin sbb blogger perempuan ramai sgt kot skrg ni..Ade tu seawal usia 12 thun pn da ade blog..so, bile ade blogger laki yg BW, ramai la yg excited nak follow..hehe..pendapat ak je la.. hehe. Tapi ok ape, means skrg ni technology is not only for grown up but also for young kids..Asalkan pandai manage time ok la... ;)

Blog lelaki yang anda wajib masuk setiap hari ..

Bukan nak bodek ke ape, tp sejak ak follow beliau, ak always view dia nyer posts.. sape dia?

Ben Ashaari for sure..

Jika anda blogger lelaki , apakah yang akan anda letak dalam blog anda ..Tough question. Haha! Entah la, mungkin something yg more manly la kot.. footballers posters ke, cars ke, yg ptg bukan yg bunga2 la unless it is dedicated to someone special..exceptional la..pergh, gentleman kn ak..hehe.. :) tu la kot...haa, background kaler2 gelap, ungu ke, hitam ke, nmpk ganas sket..ahah!!Lucu plak ak rase... Dah2, bek ak stop sblm lg byk ak berimaginasi... zass!!

Family Is My Most Priority

2011-03-12T08:35:00.000+08:00

Variety of pictures from my files

I Miss My Babies!!!

2011-03-11T20:00:00.000+08:00

Bobo yang comeyy..comey kan saya??

Haaa, usaha2... berebut nak minum...

Sabar je la Titi tgu turn ek...

Yah!Yah! Nak kuar...

Tido tyme! Gemok!~

Bobo ngan Titi stay ngan papa dia sekarang.

Rindu!!!

Senyap je rase rumah ni..hukhuk!

Camane ek kalu berjauhan dengan anak nanti...??

Huhu..mintak jauh laa...

SEDEYYYY~~

Aku Lekat Dalam Timbunan

2011-03-11T18:58:00.000+08:00

List2 keje ak kena buat (~~motif kan ak nak tnjuk kat sini)~~

Tapi ada aku kesah?

1. Patty-Patty - 10 Language Games (5 aku, 5 partner aku)

~ self-designed games.

2. Tok wi - Individual Ass (Emmy Noether)

3. Ethnics Presentation

4. Math 2 - Norjo. (4 approaches)

Yup!! I'm Coming Home!!

2011-03-10T17:54:00.000+08:00

Movie Review: Underdog Soldiers

2011-03-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

Soorrryyy first of all if u all rs I'm a bit emotional when writing this post...

I don't know if those who have seen this movie will agree with me after reading this or not...

But this is what I feel when and after the movie ended...

This movie get to capture my attention at first..

mula-mula seyesly sgt ok!

Mmg tip top habis lah!

Btol ni! Mase Ellie tgh cri org nak camping tu kan,

mmg best n ade part yg kelakar a.k.a menghiburkan hati..

And mase the group nak blowkan bridge tu mmg style and sgt suspens!!

Askar tu dtg very dekat ngn dorang pn xperasan lagi sebabnye....

tgh ckp pasal Lee and Homer!

Homer Lee

Argh! Gile suspens r mase tu, ingtkan dorg da kena tangkap..

Naseb bek x, sure la kan, main characters kot..

And the fire mase da letupkan jambatan tu HUH, sgt la REAL..

very REAL beb!!

Also, some parts yang anjing Ellie tu mati, huhu runtun gak la hati..

tumpang sedih. ;(

The flow of the story was nice..

mmg terbawak2 la ngn cite tu..

Tapi....

Yg paling geram la kan letak title soldiers,

kalu soldiers mst la org assume ade war, perang2 sume..

Ape yang dorang wat (yg plg major la kan) just LETUPKAN BRIDGE tu je...

Pastu xde dah..

After a month pekan dorg kena tawan, baru la lengkap dengan senjata, bomb segala..

Mase tu excited ar neh, yelah nak perang dah kan...

kunun2 nyer nak free kan balik pekan dorang...

Ape.....

Pakai2 baju ala-ala askar, ngan senjata keliling badan,

wat2 gaya nak g perang sket, nek moto,

THE END!

Tak ke bunguk gitu?

Bek xyah letak tajuk soldiers...

Bagi tajuk len laa... Contohnye, 7 OF US ke...

sbb rata-rata cite ni berkisar pasal dorang 7 org je..

Pasal camping, Ellie confuse nk x kat Lee,

then ade la selit2 sket pengorbanan Kevin utk slmtkan awek dia..

Overall, the ending deteriorate (rosakkan) the whole story...

People like, HUH?? Da habis?? Pe cer?? gitu la lebey kurang kan...

Therefore, my rating for this movie is 2.5/5.

Another Eating Spot U Can Try!

2011-03-09T12:28:00.000+08:00

klik utk enlarge

Semalam kite ngan dak2 umah plus my Bf plus kwn Dayah..kawan ke?

g makan2 kat satu tempat di Kampung Baru ni.

Dgr2 dr member2 yg da penah pg jugak laa.

Kat mane?? Teratak Ikan Bakar, tepi je ngan Public Bank Kg.Baru tu.

How about the food?

Ohh is all that I can say.

Until now I can still feel the 'Ikan Siakap 3 Rasa' & 'Ikan Siakap Bakar',

'Udang Masak Bercili' and 'Sotong Bersalut Tepung' berserta 'Daging Bakar'.

Very tasty, delicious, mind-blowing, finger-licking-good!!

We all also mintak 'Tomyam Seafood' untuk kuah.

'Tomyam Seafood' ni harga dia rm15 n sgt byk, bleh makan utk 5-6 org jgk la.

'Sayur kailan' kt sini nmpak sgt fresh n very greeny.

Banyak punye makan ni kan ktorg ingt kena la 3-4 rat kan.

Tp xpe sbb makanan dia sedap kami gagahkan kaki ke counter.

Sesampainye kami di situ, pakcik tu bg resit, RM239.50!

Yup, kalu la kite leh tunjuk gmba byk mn kite makan smlm, mst u ol xpecaya

Sume tu cume RM240. Ktorg pn x pecaye!

Ikan, sotong, udang, daging tu sume dia timbang.

100g ade la harga rm7, rm8, rm9 - rm12.

Plg mahal, udang la. Tp udang dia sgt besar!! ade size2 lg, XL/XXL.

Ktorg amek 7 ekor, 500g. Sotong 600g. Dua2 ikan tu 1200g.

Hehe, mcm kite plak owner kedai ni kan..

Tp benda best, tempat best kna la sm2 share kan..

Kalu sape2 yg mencari spot utk makan2 tu, pegi la kt sini..

Bersih, tersusun je...

Ok la, itu saje JJCM kite kali ni yer ;))

I have NO IDEA!

2011-03-08T17:26:00.000+08:00

My lecturer's last plead was do not talk when he's giving lectures.

Yup. He pleads!

I don't know why but this semester..

it seems like everybody has been talking and talking and talking.

In the classroom, at the cafe, at the surau, while waiting for the lecturer to come to the lecture room.

We were talking, at some times I don't really get any ideas on what were things that really interest and keep them to talk.

Its like just a teeny weeny things only make them excited. For Nothing!

It irritates the lecturers and me as well.

It's not that I'm all against talking in the classroom but IT SHOULD depend on times and places, too.

We should have some respect over our lecturers, right?

Hmm, last time was Dr. Patty, En. Razak, Miss Ngeow, and now Sir Norjo.

We can't talk when the lecturers are giving lecture, right?

How many of you are really follow that rule?

Pssttt Psstt: Thanks kat sume2 yang bace n sudi tinggalkan komen kat post2 saya.. Sayang Kamu!

I Love This!

2011-03-08T17:07:00.000+08:00

I don't know why but I Love This...

Do you?

Pheww!!

2011-03-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

Arghh!!! Work! Work! Work!!

Minda jadi stress je bile:::

~ pk keje byk n perlu disiapkan dalam mase yang singkat!

~ dilema dalam nak buat ke x?? ahh!!

~ ngantuk niiii!!!

Solution nyer???

~ tido?

~ sambung je wat keje smpai siap??

~ gayut n bebel2 ngn dia??

ahh!! lg tension ade laaahh >_<

Who's the PRETTIEST?

2011-03-06T20:45:00.000+08:00

Do You?

2011-03-06T20:43:00.001+08:00

Siap DAH!

2011-03-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yeehaaa!! Da siap masak n exercise skali da!! Jap ag dia nak datang so kena la siap2 dulu.. orait lah, got to go... wanna share something~ this quote.

Aik! Ak Masak???

2011-03-06T17:20:00.000+08:00

Ola Ola Ola!!

Ehek Ehek! ter excited ter lebey plak yerk =P hehe..

Eh, kite nak share la ke excited tan kite ni ngan memasak skrg..

Xtaw nape, tp cambest la plak masak-memasak ni..

leh hilang tension, after gaduh2 ngn dia kite g je masak, pastu da xmarah da.. hmm, bgus taw kawan2, xyah nk penat2,

pening2 kan pale pk nk pujuk ke,

nak reply msg ape ke, letak je handphone tu..

g dapor, masak! sure pastu settle da..hehe...

Malam ni pon kite akan masak lagi..

td masak utk housemate nti msk utk dia plak..

Xla susah mane pn, Ayam Masak Kicap je..

Simple but nice & sweeeeet!

ape salah nye skali skala masak utk si dia kan.. hehe..

xamik mase lame pn.. lam 10 min je da siap..

so easy meh!try-try k.. ;)

Orait, kite kna chow lu..

nk smyg then g beli brg2 nk msak..

Wah, rase hidup terisi je!! ahaks..

Psst, sesape ade resipi yg simple, cepat, share2 la yer :)

bkn ape, sharing is caring kan...hik hik hik.

Pendapat Blogger Mengenai...

2011-03-06T14:36:00.001+08:00

Yeah!! Another segment from abg Ben! Naseb bek sempat join..heheh!

Kalu nak join gak, sile klik sini

Okeh, 1st: pendapat saya Vlog? klik Sini utk ke Vlog abg ben..

Ape yang kite nak komen tentang Vlog ni ialah:

1) SANGAT interesting!

2) gambar yang SANGAT jelas!

3) Info n tips yang SANGAT honest & very truth!
4) Sound yang very HIGH quality I can say..

As a future educator, I must say yang this Vlog is a very powerful source that I could use in the classroom.The picture is very clear, so do the sound, just add on a bit of creativity, my pupils would surely love it!

However:
1) Kalu nk dgr semula, kna tggu vid buffer balik.. :(
2) Nape abg Ben pakai shades? he he.

Tu je...

Angka 100 itu!!! yahhh yahhh!

2011-03-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua.. kepada yang belum solat tu sila la pegi skrg yer, nanti sambung balik baca blog kite, ok ;) hehehe...kite nak berkongsi kegembiraan ngan korang2 sume ni.. lepas dekat setahun? eh setahun ke dua ek? xkisah la bape lame pun yang penting skrg ni ialah jeng! jeng!jeng! akhirnya teman2 readers blog saya da menginjak ke angka 100!! Yup, saya sangat gembira!! Terima kasih kepada semua yang sudi datang berkunjung dan menjadi followers blog saya ok.. Saya sayang korang sgt2!!

Maybe Next Time?

2011-03-04T15:08:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone! Happy Friday. Hmm.. nothing to write just that I wish I had many followers like abg Ben Ashaari.. He's very famous.. Someday, I wish to meet him but yet, maybe next time? He threw a contest on his blog, not really a contest but some sort of like 'icebreaking' to introduce other blogger to other bloggers. I would like to join that but yet, maybe next time?

Yeah, it will always be NEXT TIME, isn't it?

Penat berjoget saya menulis...

2011-02-26T19:11:00.000+08:00

Salam untuk semua pembaca dan penyinggah di blog saya... :) Terima kasih sgt saya ucapkan.
Hari saya agak sibuk kebelakangan ni..dengan simulated teaching, esei ethics, lesson plan maths n everything, cam xde masa nak menulis dan merapu dalam blog chantek ni..Hehe. Nak melawat untuk sekali sehari pn cam xcukup mase je..mesti u ol cakap, "cambez sgt je," haha, btol, mmg agak sibuk la mgu lpas..

So, sy ni bru siap berjoget moget atas DDR td.. Best giler, xpenah2 sy berpeluh mcm ni eventhough ngan treadmill..sgt best. n walapun lagu2 dia cam i xbape familiar tp ok la. Lame2 leh layan org kate..hehe.
Nanti sy citekan lg ek pasal DDR ni.. Kalu korg nak taw ngn lbh lanjut try la google, eh sy pn xtry lg..but try la..mst ade tu...

okeh, malam ni..sy nak g pasar mlm ditemani my bf, very sweet, jauh2 dtg nk temankan sy g pasar malam..hehe. Thanks hunny bunny!hehehe..

See u soon!

Coretan di Petang Hari

2011-02-09T19:30:00.000+08:00

Before I begin my rapu-rapu this very nice evening, I would like to wish Happy Chinese New Year to all Chinese in Malaysia and all around the world. Hope this year will bring you more prosperity and fine health.

Hehe. I wish I could see the sun set this evening. Will be more meaningful if I can watch it with my love, Mohd Hafiz Salman. But it's okay, my heart is always with him. Whenever I go, I bring him together with me. (huh?) Not bring him like dukung-dukung or something, just a metaphor. Hehe. Suddenly I've become poetic. I miss him actually. Huhu. I knew he misses me too, right dear? wah, tergedik pulak. ouch! ngeh. ngeh.

Alright, so..how are you, guys? Fine? Got a fever? Hmm, better see the doctor ASAP. (concern look neh!).
Yesterday, my housemate and I went to pay our rent to Aida, the owner of the house we lived in now. Pergh! Once I withdrew that certain amount of money from the bank, suddenly I felt sad. Huhu. My money has become less and less day by day. Could you guess how much is the rent for my house? 500? 1K? No matter la how much is the rent, but the fact is I depend totally on my allowance to pay for the rent. Well, I regard that as my responsibility. I want to stay in a secure, nice place, you got to pay for that. I guess that is what my parent feel when they have to give lots of money to pay for my siblings need. Nothing is free. Every advert that says that you don't need to pay anything to have their stuff is totally BULLSHIT. Do u agree with me?

Ones who was born in a rich and harmony family should be thankful and blessed. They don't have to worry about all the financial thingy, well, their mums and dads can pay for everything they asked for. Well, if I was in their 'shoes', I would feel the same too. I didn't envy them, just telling the truth. And the creative ones. Though they was born poor and not loaded with money, but they can think of a way to find money, by how? Using their creativity skill, of course! Photographer, Bundle buddy, Online shops, anything that they could think of to find extra money. Me? Creative? Hahaha. Macam kata umi saye la, saya ni "xdok patak siput"..."patak siput tu means you don't really have art talent in you. Haha. Buta seni la gitu.

Haha, okay, actually, I want to ask a favor from my readers. Nak mintak tolong sket ni... Hehe. Xberat pn..
Just.....
Please tell me how can I spend my 4 months holiday while earning some pocket money?

Please...Please..Please...

Tolong la bagi idea, pendapat korang camane saya bleh luangkan masa cuti 4 bulan saya ni n dpt duit dalam masa yang sama?

Hehe. Sesape yang bagi idea paling cun, ade hadiah menanti taw...

Tun Mahathir The Musical

2011-01-27T20:01:00.006+08:00

I’m glad to say that last night was my first time watching theatre in Istana Budaya. Ok, it may not be my first time as I have watched The Twelve Angry Men, but the hall was wayyyy smaller than last night. Well, I went there with all my housemates, in 1 car? Ha ha. Of course not, there are 7 of us plus my boyfriend and Lin’s boyfriend.

I decided to go to IB with my loved ones as Arina’s car is already packed and jammed, u know if it’s include me. He he. Can you imagine that..? Poor la my friends kan.. so, I have to ask my boyfriend to pick me up at UM after I finished my Entrepreneurship class. The class is supposed to finish at 6 pm but Pn. Lala let us adjourn at 5.10 pm. I arrived there at almost 6.15 pm and I can tell that we might be the earliest been there! Ha ha. Well, punctuality is a must for us, teachers, right? LOL. Padahal ingat da ramai org mase tu.. Maklumla xbiase, so a bit awkward la di situ. He he.

So, after solat and ate, we entered the hall. OMG! The hall was very big! It has three levels. Of course, the top floor will only cost you the cheapest that is rm32 but still you’ll be able to watch the theatre bright and clear. Aishh, ter over-reacted la plak ak ni kan.. so, ak pun pegi la cari tempat duduk.. haa, bukan kita yang cari sendiri taw..ade org escort beb cari seat tu. Gaya-gaya VIP je kanz.. Ha ha.

Xde lah, sume org pn dpt layanan yg sama Cuma VVIP je masuk lewat sikit berbanding ngan org biasa cam saya ni. Ktorg awal2 lagi da kena masuk, kate org jage pintu “sape2 yang da ade tiket tu sile masuk yer, VVIP nak masuk pasni”..Hmm, yelah. Aku pn dengan obey nye enter the hall. Masuk-masuk tu kan, wahhh seat aku just in front of the VVIP, at the middle, simply say, I can see hundred percent the stage and everything around it! The view was so clear from where I sat.

As the show started, I was very excited. Focus to the show intently. Ok, I love the performance of Che Det mase kecik tu. That boy was very good and talented though sometimes I couldn’t hear him. Well, his voice was a bit soft, for me. But I liked it. Btw, he’s quite handsome! Oh, Syafeeq! Ha ha. Sure will have lots of female fan when he grows up. Hmm..Thank God, I’ve snap pictures with him. Pheeww! Later, senang la bile dia da femes nanti, I da xyah berebut2 da ngan org len.. He he. Ade sorang budak tu pn I suka gak. Sangat pandai berlakon, mcm expert da. He managed to grab all audiences to focus only on him. Such a big talent hope, it should not be wasted.

Then comes Ezany, Misha Omar nyer scenes. Alright alright I better stop now, but this show is very recommended for those who really really love Tun Dr. Mahathir. He was a very great leader. I know u’ll all agree with me. So, if you have time, go and watch it! The ending was extra extra meaningful, it even makes me cry!

so, enjoy the pictures!

Housemates forever..

With the poster..

Touch up2 dulu...

Presenting Nizam..

With Kak Elly Mazlein, she's very sweet...

Contest Hitam Putih Paling Cool

2011-01-24T20:25:00.005+08:00

JOM JOM JOM!

mari kito pakat join contest Si Gadis Bermata Coklat,

Buleh hadioh sedak senggoti!

Hehe.. pantun sket. hehe~ Cane nk join? Senang ajer laaahh.

Simple je..Cenggini.. >>

follow blog si gadis ni, then letakla mane2 pic korg yg korg rs plg COOL.. cheeeh!hahha.
oh yer, lupee nk gtaw...huuhu..kena letak banner ni juge..

Hoh, lagi satu..jwb ler soklan dibwh lam entry anda tu.

Ape nak buat kalu dapat rm100?

Kalau dapat rm100 tu, saya nak beli baju utk adik2 bawak balik kampung!huhu..

tgu elaun xdpt lagi...Sian adik2 saye..wah.

Gmbar bertuah saye...

FUH FUH FUH...tiup sedak sket, mugo2 terpilh la gamba ambo ni hendaknye : D

itu je.

5org bertuah yang bertuah kena buat contest ni jgk ialah:

Jom Gegar Blog!

2011-01-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Meh jalan jalan cari makan,

Makan berger ngan kentang,

Nape nak bosan-bosan,

Meh same-same gegaq blog!!

Hahah pantun yg xbape menjadi lah abe Ben..

Sempena Menyambut Thaipusam neh, I pn da xde keje nk bt (ade je, tp malas eh)

hahhaha!So, sesape yg berade di situasi cam sy ni meh2 pakat join

JOM GEGAR BLOG by Ben Ashaari ni..

Cewwah, abg, promote di situ.

ok lah, nk men UNO GAME jap...

wonder, korg penah men x?

If I Were the Green Hornet

2011-01-19T00:22:00.001+08:00

Alright, just now I was checking out Nuffnang Malaysia I terase gatal2 je hand n fingers ni..xtaw la nape..
I pn cepat2 aje clicked on the Nuffnang Premier Screening-Green Hornet.
JUst wanna know what's inside.
And here it goes the GA from Nuffnang!
(well, this is my first time godek-godeking in Nuffnang and when I find this exciting contest n its very mouth-watering prizes)
I sepantas kilat nak la try n join sekali. Who know maybe I could be among the 70 lucky Nuffnangers, right? hehe..

So, what I need to do is to be creative by creating my own ways to protect world from all the burglars, murderers and other baddies lurking out there.

Hehe, gotta need an imagination like J.K.Rowling then!

*******

Breaking the Law to Protect It"

Luckily td in class, I learned about Utilitarianism theory, and I think theory ni leh di guna pakai seciput dua kt sini. heheh.

wanna know what is the theory is all about?

It emphasizes on doing something wrong but can

contribute something big for the greatest number of people..

Simple says, tak kisah la wlpn kite mencuri tp ats tujuan nk bg kt the poor,

bnda tu dianggap baik juge. :D

cam cite Robin Hood tu. hehe.

~~Stealing things to give to the poor.~~

~~Kalu me rompak bank for the sake of helping one's in need, leh x? hehe~~

becoz, kalu sume org da ade cukup duit n facilities, xde la kejadian ragut, pickpockets, n etc, right?

heheh.. bleh? xleh eh...?me pn xberani lah.

Nak hapuskan jenayah besar2 tuh, kena stat yg ciput kecik2 ni dlu kan,,,btol x?

theft, sgt la susah nk stop them kan..

ape yg bleh me bt spya xde dah bnda2 camtu ialah JENG JENG JENG!

make sure me pandai skill2 yg diperlukan oleh superhero.

Maybe how to be invisible, bullet proof, and saru lg leh tangkap penjenayah tu by clicking a button je. Leh je, it is impossible kan ngn teknologi skrg.

Once I set my target (the criminals, I can cucuk sedatif ke ape2 lah ubat pelali dr jarak jauh, so that sng when the policemen came, they cannot run or move away anymore. Or as I already know where the crime happened, I can just quickly press the emergency button so that the people can all come out and catch the criminal and then give them to the authority.

and Superhero pn x la penat sgt kna lwn criminals sorg2 dia...heheh =))

Next, I want to strengthen our security system.

No rasuah2 taking places.

All parties doing the job well and everyone is helping in maintaining peace for the world.

I guess, this is the hardest part.

To change someone's attitude.

But there must be something that we can do.

Just accept the reality that if we really is having a SuperHero, well its a bonus for us, but if we don't, we, as a normal people must always work together and always reminding each other to maintain peace for the whole universe.

Lagi-lagi pasal duit..

2011-01-18T16:37:00.003+08:00

Assalamualaikum n hye to everyone.Sementara nak tggu azan Asar bergema ni, (terus g solat, neh) hehe, me nak la share2 sket ape yg bermain di pikiran di mase skrg ini.

Entry kali ni me nk sentuh sket pasal duit, itulah lagi2 duit kan..xpenah nye nk cukup kalu ckp pasal duit ni. btol x? tp tu la hope u ol trus stay tune ngn me utk mendengar kisah berkenaan ngn money money money ni.

ce cite ce cite.hehe..meh meh nak cite da ni...

dek kerana me ni thap kewangan x la bape memuaskan, almaklumla xkeje, sure2 la xde gaji kan, part time job pn xdek so agak kesempitan sket la kalu pasal duit ni. Hr tu buke sem abah da bg yelah cukup2 utk sara diri before elaun ni (xpasti lg bile).. tp bile sampai je KL ni, hmm, yg dianggarkan cukup time kt kampung tu terusss laa kanz jd xcukup nye... motif? ha ha ha.

Byk shopping? xde la byk sgt pn. xde bli2 baju baru ke ape. alat2 keperluan pn da setel lame da, awal2 lg beli mase kt kelate, hehe yup, sbb abah yg byar kan so ape lg grab la ape yg perlu kanzz..

pastu smlm dgr la desas desus kate elaun masuk hr ni (means 12 tgh mlm smlm la da masuk la), me pn eksited sgt2 (ak yg xde duit ni la, yg ade duit byk tu len cite lah kannz) ok2, me xmo cite psal dorg yg lucky itu, sambung2... eh, da azan laa,,

tgh azan tuh, me sambung la sket lg ek, ek.. ngee! eksaited punye psl me n my rummate pn berangan2 la nk btpe nk duit yg bakal tibe nti tu.. nk beli tu la, nk beli ni la, nk simpan bape, kna tolak sewa rumah bape, sume nye laaahh.. haa, betapa gembiranya nk dpt elaun neh me nk ckp!

okeh, dkt kol 12 dah, xde berite ape pn, pgln tepon pn xde..anep, si pengecek elaun kami xde plak col me. arghh! xpe, tgu lg.. tgu lg... then, me pn teringat yg atm da ttp kol 12, so xpe lah, dlm hati 'maybe tomorrow masuk la tu'... tido la ngn nyenyak mlm tu..

pg tu pn xde sesape gak col me, argh tension juge lah. tp hmm da putus harapan dah mase tu. mmg xmsuk da ni elaun hr ni, esok or lusa xpn mgu dpn dah la tu kalu masuk pn. mmg da giv up laaa.. angan2 smalm terpakse ditangguhkan utk hr2 len plak.. xpe, me kan penyabar tgu je la.. baik juge ak ni..wahh, puji diri sendiri la kannn! aigoo!

azan pn da habis da, eh kwn2 da bace doa lps azan? kalu blom, bace2..hehe. xslh ingat mengingat kan. heheh. me pn nk g amik wudhu n solat. oh ha, ptg ni rs mcm nk g gym lah, sape2 nk join, sile lah! azam baru me: amalkan cara hidup sihat. walaweh. aiyak! nk g gym? xnk g gym? ngeee!

PART 2_ Sooo In Love With Rihanna's!!

2011-01-15T14:13:00.004+08:00

On the first page of our story

The future seemed so bright

Then this thing turned out so evil

I don't know why I'm still surprised

Even angels have their wicked schemes

And you take that to new extremes

But you'll always be my hero

Even though you've lost your mind

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Ohhh, I love the way you lie

Now there's gravel in our voices

Glass is shattered from the fight

In this tug of war, you'll always win

Even when I'm right

'Cause you feed me fables from your hand

With violent words and empty threats

And it's sick that all these battles

Are what keeps me satisfied

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Ohhh, I love the way you lie

So maybe I'm a masochist

I try to run but I don't wanna ever leave

Til the walls are goin' up

In smoke with all our memories

It's morning, you wake, a sunray hits your face

Smeared makeup as we lay in the wake of destruction

Hush baby, speak softly, tell me you'll be sorry

That you pushed me into the coffee table last night

So I can push you off me

Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me

Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy

Baby, without you, I'm nothing, I'm so lost, hug me

Then tell me how ugly I am, but that you'll always love me

Then after that, shove me, in the aftermath of the

Destructive path that we're on, two psychopaths but we

Know that no matter how many knives we put in each other's backs

That we'll have each other's backs, 'cause we're that lucky

Together, we move mountains, let's not make mountains out of molehills,

You hit me twice, yeah, but who's countin'?

I may have hit you three times, I'm startin' to lose count

But together, we'll live forever, we found the youth fountain

Our love is crazy, we're nuts, but I refused counsellin'

This house is too huge, if you move out I'll burn all two thousand

Square feet of it to the ground, ain't shit you can do about it

With you I'm in my f-ckin' mind, without you, I'm out it

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's all right because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Ohhh, I love the way you lie

YeeeHAA!

2011-01-14T19:31:00.004+08:00

Hehe tetibe terexcited,.. jiee..wanna know why. I've got my first award after the long rest and holiday. feelin kinda excited cos after all this while, FINALLLYYY i got an award! haha, thanks to MissWorldani for giving me this precious award..

syg u lah. nti ade mase bagi lg yer =)

nah, ini dia,.

::Geram juge ngn org yg selfish neh!::

2011-01-11T19:20:00.003+08:00

Hari-hari ku sangat la bosan dan suram.

Alrite, esaimen xde, sgt bagus.

Aku sgt la suke.

Enjoy je, xyah nak pikir ape.

Printer pn relax je compare ngan sem lepas, my printer da rusak da pon.

Sian dia.

Tamat da la kot riwayat dia berkhidmat utk aku.

.R.I.P ye mr.printer.

Though I knw maybe leh repair lagi tp aku malas la nak kilik printer tu g low yat.

Hmm, very the tiring je lorhh.

Nanti2 beli je baru, kan.

Wekk, mcm la skrg ni aku byk kemain duit nye kanzz.

u ols maw dengar ini cerita ka?

aku bkn la maw big big kan story mori ni lah...

tp utk peringatan kpd mereka yg me'rule' kan clas or jd kk utk particular subject tuh.

td, after finished ethics class ngn Dr. Razak (dia ni suke membebel).. laki taw.

oppss. xbaik taw ngate kat lecturer, xberkat ilmu nti. ngeee.

at nine thirty tu supposedly got Simulated Teaching.

we ols pn bergegas la ke class tu wlpn kami awl half an hour.

as we got there, a guy came to asking lebey krg gini laa;

man: u ol ni cls Dr. Ju ke?

we ol: ha ah.

man: oh..dia mc hr ni..class cancel.

we ol: ooohhhh...

mule2 tu xla rs hangin sgt, ms tu aku lupe kot yg cls tu ade kk.

yelah, yg sepatutnye in charge pasal ni.

inform to others this important things to all.

xde la ktorg tersipu-sipu malu ngn abg tu td.

dlm hati dia mst, "dak2 ni xtaw ke dorg xde cls?, xkn lecturer xgtaw?"

hmm...mcm ktorg ni xamek kisah plak psl what things going on kan...

mslhnye ade je kk tp xde pn nk send out messages say something.

we thought class pn run as usual je la.

serumah dorang xplak g, fosho la sbb dorg da taw.

kami2 je la yg lost, xtaw pape.

so, ape cerr?|

Madah berapi:

Be responsible of what u assigned for if you want to be respected by people..like me.

I Hate Student's Life!

2011-01-10T21:55:00.003+08:00

Annyonghaseyo katenya org Korea kalu nk tnye khabar..

Ape khabar kalu ikut Bahasa Melayu..erk...Bahasa Melayu ke Bahasa Malaysia?

*tetibe terkonpius plak when ethnics lecture asked dis soalan ms class td..*

ah xkisah la which one asalkan people can understand and we, be understood.

hmm.. u ol wonder x why I decided to titled this post like that?

ok,

nak tanye la kan how many of you (students) suke go to class every 8am until 6 pm?

hands up, wanna see how many..ha ha.

ade? xde?

kalu ade means we are on the same boat. hee~~

kalu xde tu, xpe lah jugak bagus2..

teruskan semangat anda itu yer, utk ur future gak sume tuh, kan?

bukan me n the rest yg angkat tgn tu xde spirit to learn or anything, just that.....

kalu in my situation, i have my own reasons for hating being a student.

dlu i ingat don't mind la if i dont own a car sbb ade cab and buses every minutes.

but this sem, I'm desperately in need for a car.

wanna know why?

nak cite la kan...

u ol taw kan kt kl ni terkenal sgt2 la ngn jem situ jem sini...

td me adjourn class kol 6, fulamak, gilakkk stgh jam dok dlm cab!

jalan jem je dr UM ke The Sphere tuh.

sume org berebut2 nk balik, pintas belah kiri lah, cilok belah kanan lah...

seram gak me tgk td., driver taxi pn satu, geram ak ngn the way he drives taw!

tp tu la xslhkan dia gak, sbb taxi tu manual, so faham la kan...

lenguh lutut kot.. sian gak kat dia.

tp yg ak geram satu hal lg, ade ke drebar teksi tu depan kan giler kerusi depan dia tuh,

rs keras kejung tulang belakang ak neh...

da taw org nk nek, btol kan la cpt2... ish.

no common sense jugak la..

ni xmasuk lg pasal tambang.

try korg teka teka bape la agak2 nye tmbang utk setengah jam dlm cab td...

come on, come on. hahaha.

teringat kt dr.patty, my language games lecture, psal game 'what;s the truth'..k

ena guess guess giitchu la...

rm9? rm8? ke rm10?

sori anda sume salah. hehe..

td tmbang teksi ktorg rm12. yup, rm12..

kalu sape2 yg pnh dtg UM, Pantai Hillpark ni taw la jauh mane je jarak dr dua tempat ni...

slalunye rm6-rm7 je.. huhu..

ngan elaun xmsuk lg ni, sgt tertekan rase.

mcm mane tuh.

mkn lg, duit rumah lg, bil lg, buku2 lg, tu xkira lg utk keperluan, facial foam, shower,

sabun n segala bagai...

penat lor jd student neh.

schedule mmg leh susun sndiri tp kna folow jgk whether ade x class available time kite nak tu..

kalu ikut me la, mmg kalu bleh nk class pg, n habis awl..

tp sem ni tuesday je class until 3 30.

other day sume smpai 6-7..

yg ade motor or sng cite transport laa mybe xterase sgt,

tp bg me n friends yg nek pengangkutan awm ni terase gak la..

duit abes camtu je.. xmasuk mkn lg tuh.

skrg ni rm10 wjib gn shari.

dh tu mn tang nye nk jimat..saving2 segale..

no hope. just a wish je lah.

tp tu lah i better stop whining and just go with the flow right..

cenggitu la kot agaknye student's life.. mst ade time susah n hepinye..

dr segi financial, mmg agak susah la, sbb kt kl ni kan...

sume mahal n jalan selangkah pn duit cepat je nk kuar dr purse neh..

haha..kesian kami2 di KL ni kan..

dlm susah2 pn fun nye tetap ade...

i have my friends all by my side...if i have a hard time, they also feel it.

we are together. that's what really matters...

so, money? no biggie. you had failed to make me give up... yet.

Last Entry for TODAY!1st entry for TOMORROW!

2011-01-10T01:41:00.003+08:00

I know i know it has been kind of late for me to write but still i'm here writing.. My friends are all has begin their own fantasy world,. what about AJL,guys? who has won the first trophy and back home as a winner? I'm asking because I don't get to watch it. huhu.. My boyfriend asked me out, and we only managed to watch until 5 performances before they tukar channel to sport! ugh!

Man U vs Liv i guess. I don't care who versus who cos I'm pissed off with that 5 guys! they wanted to watch the football! ugh,hate it! I wished they will blah soon, but they just sit there, and oh not really focusing on the football only talking with their friends., I felt like simbah je air kt muka dorang..huh!

as I arrived home, I asked my house mates who has won. its Ana Rafali with her song 'Tolong ingatkan aku'.. I used to love that song once, but in AJL, there are also many other songs that I loved now, then and forever..like 'Selamat Malam by Faizal Tahir', 'Drama King by Muh and Black'..I bet she's not really deserves the first prize. Though i didn't watch her perform but I knew there are many other singers that are wayy better than her and more deserved to win the title.. however, like sports, singing competition pn ade menang ade kalah kan..just accept the fact that she actually had won tonight. Congrats to her, btw..

Gudnight and have a good day tomorrow.

"GiveAway EdY : Awak Busuk!".

2011-01-09T14:25:00.003+08:00

Hahaha.. cam menarik plak men contest montest ni..haha~~ ade givaway meway lgik..yay! me nak join la..maw tgk me ni berlucky ke x...hehe...first time entering

neh...haha~~

danielzaidi.blogspot.com/2011/01/giveaway-edy-awak-busuk.html

ni haa, link ke empunya blog... ermm, nak tag sape ek?

Ijam Ismail - juz following his blog.

myramira - blog dia sgt chantek~!

Lmae giler da rase!

2011-01-07T12:38:00.004+08:00

assalamualaikum...hye! hai ols!

Ya Allah, lame giler sgt2 xmenjengah ke blog me ni...

da berbulan2 da rasenye...

eh berbulan2 ke, cam da stgh tahun ade...

hmm, xpela...

insyaAllah, lepas2 ni kalu ade mase i try to update regularly...

ade je mase terluang i post la pape nti...

So far, i'm in UM for the second sem third year. This sem I have to register for 7 subjects..erk? wait! 7 or 8? 8 kot. so many right? nak bt camane kanzz. Terpakse jugak la..terstop jap xtaw nk ckp ape..hehe..jenguk2 bloggers jap eh...ape perkembangan my friends now yer.. =)

teringat kalu long holiday last year, ramai member2 me yg da get married, engaged.. hmm, I don't even now their status has changed if I didn't check out their pictures. dlm hati "da ramai kwn2 da kawen, my turn bile plak , yer.." wahh, sgt gedik itu ayat, right? har har har. (termenung seketika)......

Hanani, dah2, accept the reality, girl! your 'syg' is still saving money... just wait for it. heee...

ok...da bace2, i folow2 la new bloggers, xpun yg da penah follow blog me ni, thanks sesangat me ucapkan...wlpn me sgt la xde mase or leh dikatekan jarang buke blog ni tp me tetap teringin nk menulis n bercerita ttg ape yg menarik berlaku dlm hari-hari me bersame kengkawan... tp tu la, mase xmengizinkan.. n another reason is everyday I spend more on my social site, Facebook. updating new status, looking at other's pictures.. well, it's not that I'm addicted or something to Facebook, it just that it has become some sort of habit to me.. hu hu hu..

i guess that's all for now.. will update later, for another exciting journey of my life. till then, keep on reading!

Makan Angin Nek Bus!

2010-06-15T01:30:00.006+08:00

Salam alaik sume2..
da lame tak hapdate blog rs cam jeles je tgk kengkawan2 yg len

ade je bnda2 yg nk dishare2kan.
huhu. sy pn ade gak cume mls sket nk menulis,
mklumla dlm waktu cuti ni bkn ajer pen or pensel xnk sentuh,
kalu bleh sume yg ade kaitan ngn tulis2 tu sume nk dijauhkan..haheahe..
well, sy sgt pemalas orgnye..
tp yg peliknye pg2 buta camni rajin plop nk mencatat kan?
haha.sy mmg unik.cehhh!puji diri sndirik plop..
da dekat jam 2 pg pn sy blom tdo..hmmm..buat ape ek? gagaga...
ade laaa...~

kalu u ol na taw, pg td sy bru je balik dr negeri 9, to be exact its Nilai 3.
femeli event, anta mak sedare kawin, smbil2 eat2 angin..hehe
nak taw ramai xramai yg g, kami siap booking bas segale..
bas ape kalu u ol nk taw? haha, bas Kastam Diraja Malaysia kot!
da mcm geng2 kastam's nk g femeli day plop da rase...hahah
tp mmg fun giler ar, pak cik drebar mmg sgt sporting moting gitu...
we lap u lah pakcik!wlpn until now i dun even noe their names..hakhak!
haaa...now sp ckp tak kenal make tak cinte??
i bleh je,,hahha tp bkn smpai ke level cinta laaa, sori sket pakcik
tu da kawin kot...eh2, xde rs ape pom...
cam ayah n anak je rs, i siap tlg seterika baju dia lg
kalu u ol nk taw~~masyeh2 i know2, i mmg rajin n baik budaknye...tengs...~~

spjg kt sn, biase la kan kalu g nilai, xshopping mmg xsah!
so, mak-mak n anak-anak dare yg menjd peneman setia la yg plg hepinyerr~~
bapak2 n teruna2 sabar je la yer, jd penunggu setia bas...cian dorg! =))
pg Nilai Square ibarat g syurga kain la...
sgt la byk kainnyer smpai my mum n me jd the last
one to be at the bus...haha!
tu pn after lbh dr 5x my dad called...haha! sowry guys, byk sgt
kain yg cantep2..da nek rambang mate nk plh yg mn stu plg elokss!
i dpt 3 psg kain plus stu kain batik yg blom jahit de kt umah..
yay!rayer sakan la i taun ni kanzzz...~jgn jelezz yer teman2 sekalian..
i pasti u ol mst da ad yg tgu nk pakai je kan,
maklumla tkg jahit mn nk terima kalu temph lambt2 dop?
i xpe, mak sedare i yg terchenta sudi menjahit utk kami bertige..
yeehaw!ehek ehek!!

time kasih kt Pok Adik n Che Nor sbb sudi tumpangkan kami tdo kt umah dorg..
siap buat BBQ lagik, caya lah!
ayam sgt la byk smpai i mampu mkn dua ketul jek..
terkejut byk sgt ayam nyer haa!
ngn nugget, ikan pari, emm n mcm2 lg la...
trimas, aligato gozaimas sgt2~
da la kami semak2kan umah dorg, huhu xpe la kan sekali sekale jek...hehe~
bukan selalu, len kali kami dtg lg,,walaweh!hahaha~~

last day tu lah yg acara klimaks sbnrnye, g berlarok ke umah Che Di..
nek buatnye cerite, my bro nek atas umah inform kt we allz yg bus rosak!wth!
eh2 xdelah me kate camtu, me ckp "yela tu" ala-ala xcaye la kanz,
my bro sungguh2 kabo "ye lah, pakcik bus tu sndirik oyak, bearing rosak, econ maybe xjadik!"
me bajet rileks je ar, mls nk pikir...almaklumla ms tu lg sejam lg utk 'berlaroks' taw~
da siap2 sume, pakai cantep2 sume, nek bus tuh owwhhhhh! sgt la howt u noe!!
argghh!cair abeh make up!mekap ke? hehe~tp seyes panas~~
naseb bek tpt kenduri tu xla jauh sgt dr kediaman kami, lam 15 minit la jugop...
tahan je la kan...wut to do!unexpected situation kan...

sampai sn tuh, lam 5minit tgu kami pn berlarok la, ngn kompang2 segale...
hehe..ade nyanyi2 bagai tp i kureng ngerti la ape benda yg dorg sebut, anyway, meriah la rs...
ade deejay yg smbut ketibaan kami taw, femes jap ase...hehe!
mknan dia mmg best wlpn sgt beda dr kt kelate, somehow layanan dorg mmg class lah!
cam VVIP je i rs tw~~ade khemah khas lagik utk kami, trimas lagik utk femeli che di~~
saat nk tgglkan mai aunty tu sebak gak la rase, my mummy awal2 lg da nanges,
nk wat camane, kena jgk let go..hmm wonder me nti camane la ek?
shuushh..xmo pk lagik, lambat lg...hmmm..okeh2, smbung cite k...

da bus pn rosak kan, kami kena la baliks awal sbb nk g cari workshop
or org2 yg pandai la tuk repair
xleh la nk stay lame2 kt situ, berpanas seketika b4 smpai kt umah
mandi2 i pn terlena barang 2 ke 3 puloh minit...ek??haha
dekat sejam ke dua kot!da tader org wekme up, terlajak la~~
dun wori2, me *ABC taw...hehe...
da enuff tdo tu i bgun la mandi2 packing2 brg sume, get ready tgu bas je la ni...
Alhamdulillah, lam kol 7 tu bus dtg n problemo pn da settled..
kami pn bersalam2, peluk cium segale n babai2 gak2 penat tgn nk lambai, bertolak la pulang...
lam bus awal2 tu sume riuh rendah lg, sakat menyakat la kanzz, hepening sgt,
dreber psg cite Spy Kids tu sume da snyap, tataw la tido ke layan citez kan...
tp mmg senyap da la bus time tu...penat!
k la u ol, i da ase ngantuk ni..daa!
wassalam

xoxo,
GossipGirl.

Tanpamu

2010-04-25T16:01:00.001+08:00

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Kucuba lupakan dirimu
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Dahulu seia sekata,
Namun kini semua telah berlalu...
Sayang kuingatkan dirimu….
Bahawa ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu.

Sayang kuingatkan dirimu….
Bahawa ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu.

Ohh….

Happy

2010-04-25T02:40:00.002+08:00

Happy is a word that describe people in the state of doing something enjoyable and fun, without having to worry of something else. Happy is a word that we often hope people to feel when we see someone for the first time. Happy is a word that often get someone unhappy to feel jealous. I love to see and make people feel happy. I tend to realize that I do and think of others much than i think about myself. I'm lying if i said i cared about all the people, since i don't really care much. I love to make sure people happy though i don't. i am so emotional, so unperfect, so egoistic. i admit it. Happy can suit me? Nah. whatever.

I dont know what title suit this..

2010-04-24T01:23:00.002+08:00

After two weeks, I am finally able to see my laptop again. i dont know what to write cos there are so many things in my mind. sometimes people tend to misinterpret, sometimes people tend to ignore, i prefer the second. i cry when i feel loke crying, i stay calm when i feel tired of drowning in tears. peolpe does not have to know. i thought i can solve all the problems by myself, which is i know, i am a bit egoistic, but that is what i thought of myself. i can do anything if i want to. hmmm how to relate this to what i feel now? maybe i should get some sleep and all the problem will be gone when i wake up tomorrow. oh someone, please let it go out of my head! i'm sick of having to think, and then at the same time trying to cheer up though i hurt inside. well, no one knows. and what makes it worse, when people tend not to appreciate the effort i made, u know the effort of trying to draw a fake smile on my face so that people wont feel uncomfortable..but people are people. i can't expect them to behave the way i want them too. same to me, people can't make me behave the way they want me to if i am not willingly to behave that way. it just common in living in the society. we give and take. so now, i am at which sides? the give side or the take side? lol. what am i talking about? haha, me myself find it stuck and this get nonsense as it grows longer and longer. hahaha. such a bad writer i am. so, i think the idea of sleeping here is very-very good. I should sleep and get out of this problem.

Tomorrow, when i wake up, i hope to feel fresh and ready to revise for Leadership this monday. i hope to not to remember what people had saide to me and what things happened before i sleep. At least that my hope.

xoxo,

Gossip Girl

Words can Kill.

2010-04-03T16:01:00.006+08:00

Time passes by, clock ticking unstoppable, yeah, here I am after about two months not writing anything in here. just now my best friend, Pok Mat asked me to help him with his blog, until then I realized that I actually abandoned my own blog for quite sometimes. My attention nowadays has been drawn to one of the most popular website that is Facebook. I have to admit that I have been quite obsessed with Facebook, as whenever I turned on my laptop, the first and foremost thing I will do is checking on my profile. It does not matter though people leave their comments on my page or not, I just loved to see people express their feelings on their wall. It opens my eyes about the whole new things. Friendship betrayal, supporting comments. I learned good and new things on the Facebook.

okey, enough. Cos I am not here to talk about Facebook. u can explore it on your own. Or rather what I have told you is what you already know. So, I better stop right now!

Continue tonight...got to go.

Hey, Imma be. Haha opsss, its the latest song of the Black Eyed Peas lor...lol~!hahaha I'm back.
forget to tell ya'll, I went to see KL Drift 2 at Leisure Mall just now. Nice job to Aaron Aziz and Shahiezy Sam for their super super great acting. I love them both! credit also goes to Syamsul Yusof for the great movie he produced. okey, enuf about it. but psssttt, u should go and watch this movie, honestly, I think this piece can compete with the drift movies from overseas. support local maaa~~hahaha.

hmm. the real story. gee, actually there is not really a real story. there will be no real story to tell here. cos though i assume blogging is something for you to share your feeling with the people u rarely met, or to say, never met, about what do you feel inside, we can't really do it, right? yeah, in life , there will be no fairness and no privacy. we will always be observe, if not by people, we are watched by HIM. The Mighty One. so,i'll onli share with you things that I think will not bring harm to others. have u heard proverbs saying that words can kill? hmm, well, u do now. quote especially by me. heheh.~

I talk, I write, whatever I think it's right and reasonable for me to give my opinions on something. ok, have u ever been in love? if u do, do u really feel that love? u know, the very- very tiny things that make u think that he or she loves u, or have special feeling for you. if u do, then u're considered very lucky. for girls, (not practicing gender inequality here) there are very hard to find a guy that love you for who you are. I mean, one that can really-really accept the good and bad u are. Because, they can always find other girl/women as we, ladies are many compared to their population. they can always think that, "what am i doing with only one girl n that girl is messing up my life while there are so many to choose out there?" hmm, it sounds cruel but that's the truth. agree ladies? or guys? Therefore, if u found one that love u truly, madly, deeply, please please keep him. dOn't u ever hurt his/ her feeling with something stupid. be considerable of his/her feeling. yeah, I'm talking from experience.

i have once hurting one's feeling for the sake of to be with other person. i don't feel guilty that time, yeah what a bad girl I am. being with him for a year, I learned many things. and we didn't last long. the relationship break over. without any reason. I'm sad but grateful at the same time. and u know, the first guy came again into my heart n made me strong. strong enough to think reasonably, strong enough to laugh again. he never complained. he never get angry with me, though he do now. hehe only when I did something very-very wrong. He helped me get through the hard time. he still is, now.

Guys, I'm feeling sort of sleepy. I think I better get some beauty sleep now. daaaa~

we are all going back!

2010-02-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

after more than a month, finally I can go back to my hometown. yay!

Melawan Kesepian

2009-12-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

Mahu menulis tp xtaw ape nk ditulis...
Mahu ku curahkan segala yg tersirat...
Namun, aku rela.. pasrah...
Dia Yang Maha Mengetahui...

Semoga kepergianku tak akan merubah apa pun
Semoga mampu ku lawan kesepian ku....

xoxo,
GossipGirl

Edisi Kebusanan Sehh!

2009-12-16T15:16:00.002+08:00

bosan ! bosan ! bosan !
xtaw na bwat ape lahh !
rutin harian yg same je everday...
bgun tdo, mandi, tgk tv, then men intenet.
bkk fesbuk ! men game !
xmenghiburkn laaa~
g KB pn da bosan, duk g tpt same je =(
kalu x KbMall, Tesco, kalu x, g mkn ajeh..
aiseh ! bosan ! bosan !
g tgk page Karl td, bestnya bley g holiday..
siap g Sarawak lg~ asikkk~~ (katenya Indon)
hehehe. pape pn, ak sedey jugak.
sbbnya lg 10 hr ak bakal pulang ke KL.
mmg best blik sane, jmpe kwn2..
tp malas amat na stat kelas,
ngn subjek yg xbest langsung tuh !
...........

huhu ! bosan bosan !

xoxo,
GossipGirl

Today

2009-12-16T01:23:00.004+08:00

hmm.yeah.today or to be exact, its 16th of December, and here I am in my bed writing here. dunno what to do. have slept for like an hour after Maghrib prayer. and I now I don't feel sleepy at all. huh!I should not have slept though. whatever it is, I am trying to make my eyes tired and then close the day.

I woke up late after performed subuh prayer. (on 15th Dec, of course) I only began my day when my dear prince called me. we talked, when suddenly my younger brother came to me and told that my sister's application to HUSM has been rejected. .....................................................................................
I am speechless, really. Ya Allah, how come! She did so well. She answered all the question with confident and respect. She deserves to be in. She got experience, in a private hospital! Hey, what type of person you really want, hah?!2#&@(&@(&(@&@)&!*^!^!!

but then, I came to my sense that we should all come back to Our Creator, ALLAH. I realized that sometimes we could not get everything that we wanted. no matter how eager we are to get that thing, but when it is not meant for you, you will not get it. but, once we failed don't ever stopped from trying and trying. sustenance is everywhere. if we know where to find and must be through the right way. every member in my family was u know, speechless. its like we were grieving of someone death. sad and frustrated.

I pity my sister, yes I do. but I pity my daddy 10 times greater than her. He did so much that he could do to help my sister get in. and I could see from his face that he is indeed frustrated. maybe he is even crying inside. he is the best father in the world. thank you so much, abah! he motivated himself that Allah want him to realize that when HE wants to give, HE will give, even if we just let the faith decide. however, once HE wants to test whether we could accept the fact with patience or not, we do not know when. so, trust HIM, HE is The Almighty. remember, whoever we are, whenever we are, we will go back to HIM one day. Don't put the blame in anyone then the world will be better. always look yourself in the mirror and asked, 'have I done something wrong?' in the end, you will feel peaceful. believe me~

Then, my dad called a person named En. Saufi from a hospital for military in Wangsa Maju. and Alhamdulillah, eventhough my sister is the only one who haven't registered, her name is still there. means she is still accepted to be one of the nurses in that hospital. See, Allah is fair. when HE closed a door, HE opens another. don't worry, its all for the world, only for living.

I guess that is all I want to share with you guys. if you drop by, be my guest and do come again next time. its just a piece of me that sometimes I find it hard to say in reality. So, have a nice day, everybody!

xoxo,
GossipGirl

I love him!

2009-12-14T02:11:00.004+08:00

love.
indah sgt bile diungkapkan.
dlm bahasa lg mendlm bunyinya.
cinta. anything can happen because of love.
kerana cinta.

ramai yg bg alasan bwat sesuatu yg xmasuk akal or totally
unimaginable tu cos of love. kalu kite tnye knp org sanggup
turn down their family n kwin lari, the answer will always be like this,
'because I love her, I love him'.

yes, ak pecaye.
mmg kalu xkena kt btg idong sndiri, kt xkn taw ape rsnye
ms tu..dipakse kawin ngn org yg kite xkenal.
yelah. they believe xkenal maka xcinta.
hmm. kalu tnye pendapat kekasih ak,
dia sgt la xstuju ngn ungkapan tu. knp?
sbb dia bleh cintakan ak molek2 je wlpn xpenah tgk.
malah cinta dia lbh dr org yg tgk n kenal ak.
so ape nk dikate lg>>?

ak pon same. dlu ak xpecaye cinta jarak jauh ni ade.
ms tu ak msih lg naif, pcaye yg bile kite knal org tu barulah
kite bleh syg dia. hmm. skrg? since ak da in that kind of relationship,
ak pecaye jodoh pertemuan bkn smestinya start dgn bertentangan mata atau melihat
rupa paras tp hati budi seseorg. dlm islam pn, rupa paras tu
da lasttt skali lam list. tp tulah manusia mst nk yg cantik, ade rupa.
manusia kan lemah. ak pn mcmtu jgk. mcm satu kebanggaan kalu dpt
bergandingan ngn org yg bile g mn2 je, org pandang kite. (sbb awek atau pakwe kt hensem)
pandangan org biasela.

pastu kita ckp plak, ''eh dorg tu, sm cantik sm pdan kan?''
hahaha. mmg zahir kt nmpk elok tp batin plak camane..
kite xtw. mereka n kuarga mereka je yg tw. so, jgn la sombong or rs
proud sgt bile kite ade awek atau bf yg hensem.
ak admit ak mmg xcantik, tp ak pn xhrpkan lbh pn kt pakwe ak.
ak sndr xpenah tgk dia, camane orgnye.
ape yg ak tw psl dia cm suare dia je.
tp tulah da 4 thun ak cm dgr suara dia je.

dlm hati mmg ak nk sgt jmp ngn dia.
tp dia blom sedia lg nk jmpe ak..
bkn ak nk sgt tgk rupa, tp ak nk rs camane dia
bila brsm ak. n camane ak bile bsm dia.
but all i can do is...wait..
i wait for him pn xde sb lain slain dr cinta. sayang.

kdg2 ak ngs sndiri, ak hrpkan dia dismping ak bl ak perlukan dia sgt2.
tp dia xde. tu ak bleh terima lg.
tp bile dia xnk dgr masalah ak, luahan hti ak, ak sedih sgt.
ak rs teruk sb selfish tp xbyk pn ak mtk, cma jd pdgr yg setia
bila ak perlukan sesorg utk mendgr.
mungkin ak yg terlalu manja.
sume nk tnye org, nk gtaw org, xleh slesaikan mslh sndiri ke..?
ak bleh. bkn xbleh. cm ak bila ak sedih ak kna luahkan.
xnk bg kate2 perangsanng pn xpe, just dgr je.
insyaAllah ak xamik ms lm pn.
I love You.

xoxo,
GossipGirl

Tunggu Punye Tunggu.Alahai

2009-12-12T15:58:00.004+08:00

today is 12th December 2009.
I supposed to get my result yesterday but until now, i cannot see it.
oh my gosh, what the fuck is happening?
what the hell are they thinking of repairing at this moment?
da setahun berlalu nape skrg bru nk under maintenance??
mmg la, shit!
punye la xsabar nk taw result, berdebar2 sume, bukan aku je, ramai yg menunggu,
maklumla sape xnk tgk result, kan?ishh, pehal la...!
name je universiti no 1 kt malaysia, tp sistem siot je.hampeh.
bkn menyenangkan, makin menyusahkan ade ler.
register online la, check result online la, bajet canggih la kunun, kalu xde problem xpela jugak. xmarah2 pon. ni x, time genting2 camni la nk repair sistem yg rosak la ape... xreti ke.
ur students of cos la na tgk result,
xleh ke pastikan sistem tu work efficiently when the time come?

skrg, da xde da rase berdebar2 nak taw eh..
lantak la ngn UMSISWEB tuh...
LEH BLAH aje! tggu slip pos lg bek..
smlm chek leh sbar ag, mn taw kot2 dia nak selaraskan markah2 tu sume,
tp hr ni pn still the same.
bape lame lak mase nk amik neh????!!
xkn smapai akhir bln ni kot, duh!
hmmm. macam2 la. kan xpasal2 ak da membebel kt sini....alahai. dush dush!

xoxo,
GossipGirl

Menjernihkan Keadaan

2009-12-07T11:24:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum...entry kali ni hanyalah utk menjernihkan keadaan yg keruh antara aku dengan boyfriendku..kalu yg lain xnk bace pon xpe..hehe (bkn xnk bg bace, tp takot nti korang-korang xfaham lak) kalu di rujuk kembali ke entry yg bertajuk Jiwa Kacau Beb!, ak agak berkasar di situ..
hmm. bkn ape, lepas ditry-try ingat balik, nape bleh terhasilnya entry sebegitu rupa, ikhlas baby cakap mmg xingat knp..i mean kalu nak recall 100% tu mmg xdpt la..sb ak ade krisis short term memory sket..so, ingat la yg tempias-tempias je.
sbnrnya, entry tu mmg la ditujukan kt abang, tp bkan sumenya..yg bby marah2 tu mmg marah diri sndiri..lgpn mcm baby slalu ckp, blog ni mcm diari kedua buat baby..kalu ade terkasar bahasa sket tu biase la..lgpn bby xmention name sape2..so, xde sape2 yg taw konflik tu antara kite dua..
bby mintak sgt2 abang xbesar2kan hal ni..sebab entry ni khas dihasilkan utk dibace oleh abang dan utk menjernihkan keadaan antara kita..

p/s: mlm ni i'll be back to Kelantan..kali ni dgn adik ke-3, alpi.hehe...

The Sweet n Sour...

2009-12-01T18:07:00.002+08:00

hey hey hey...uishhh regang2 kan sket otot ku ini..lame gell ak xmenulis neh...haisshhh!cam kekok je plak rase..lame berkubur blogku ini..~ hmm.kalu di read kembali tajuk blogku kali ni, cam sdey or cam x hidop lame je ak ni kan...hahah~~saje je..byk sgt bnda yg berlaku lam sethun ni...tp adakah ak semakin matang? hmmmm. (berfikir sejenak).........
speechless, no word to utter...
its like one more year to go...and i just want to finish up this year like the years before...
i dun know if i've done something different, something meaningful than the previous year...
i wish i had...i do...
pasal subjek this year?
so far, so good. ak da abes exam, da abis another tiring semester. score? haha ak redha je la ngn ape yg akan keluar nti. just hope it won't be less than 3.0.. i do feel a lot more hardorking this year, but still, i failed my listening 2nd test. what the fuck? ak tersasar dr yg dikehendaki..yeke? ntah.tu reason yg diberi oleh lecturer. ak accept je la. na wat camane lg, result da depan mate..nangis pon xde guna. skali lg ak diajar oleh Abg K, hehe Mr.Kuru. dia mmg fun, n xpilih kasih cam a few lecturers. i guess i did quite well for my the tests and assignments. and u know, for the first time i had the experience of answering ABC questions. haha. mmg best n excited sgt sbb slalu we have to answer essays and structured questions. bleh dikatekan sume kena perah otak, utk ABC questions ni ingtkan bleyla men2 sket kan, tp bkk je soklan...hmmm, very very da confusing laaa~~Tuhan aje yg taw! tang subjek app plak, ak byk dpt knowledge on actually there are many ways that we can use to teach in class, its all depends on the level of the std n the availability of it. bley da kot sket2 nk jd teacher neh =) haha~

love?
aduyaiii..yg ni la plg malas nk explain. too complicated. too much too talk. ak msh lg ngn farid. wlpn ak taw ak ni cam ade mslh jiwa je, tp ak nk hbgn ak ngn dia berjaya n jd sprt yg kami da rancangkan. stop!

life?going better or going worse?
hahaah~xkn la nk going worse kan...haha~~tp, xde la going better sgt pon..biase2 je. kewangan? of cos la sntiasa xckup..haha~bkn nk kate ak ni xjimat (cam my parents always said) tp try living in KL. u will know. sewa rumah ak da byr sndiri, so kire adil la. ak mtk bkn byk pon. ak da try nk berjimat cermat tp setakat mane la sgt bleh jimat..xkn la smpai sehari nk berlapar. nk diet? hehe~bleh je sbnrnya. ak pon mmg nk sgt tgk camane la ak bile kurus..haha~tgk la cmane, ak kurangkan la budget utk mkn tu.hehe~~kwan? cam biase, ak bahagia brsm kwn2 dirumah. cma satu je umah ak ade new member. bru pas deliver her baby. yup, da married. haha~pjg citenye..ak pon mls nk cite, bnda ni da setel pon...!ape lg ek? hmmm.

smlm ak nangis. xtaw la nape. byk sgt bnd nk fikir. thinking of what have become of me? ape nk jadi ngn ak? ape aim ak 5 tahun akan dtg? will i be married with someone that i love? will i be happy? ade ke org nk syg ak? ade ke org yg ak nk syg? hahaha~xpelah, kalu makin difikir lg la jd gila ak ni...hahhhaha~ i'll just go with the flow...Tuhan Maha Adil..tentu ada yg ditetapkan utk diri ak..ak kena percaye. tp tu la sbg manusia, ak xlari dr rs sunyi...sume org pon rs sunyi...xde yg spjg hidup dia gembira je slalu..pasti ade walau sekelumit mslh..

oh ya, ak ke KL malam ni, doakan ak selamat smpai n xde kecelakaan berlaku di sepanjang perjalanan..thanks for the prayer..n adios. need to pack few things...take care. =))

Edisi hentam je laaa!

2009-11-02T15:17:00.002+08:00

hey guys..lame gell xmenulis..
ase cam first time ak nk mula tls blog dulu...
kekwat, blurr, speechless, no idea.kosong la kan...
oh my gosh!bapak lame ak xmencoret kt sini...
huhu..time constraint.busy.well...
byk mende kena kejar..ape yg dikejar?
macam2 laa.. mrkh test yg hurmm(no words!)
exam starting 6hb ni~~xstdy hape lg eh...
simulated teaching yg cam ham***~~
LISTENING~!benci nyer ak dgn word ni...!
shooh!shooh!shooh! p main jauh2~~!!!
nk taw nape?
xperlu kowt ak gtaw.
yg sure sure listening ak xdpt A.hehe~~
ade ak kesah?
dpt tinggi pon jd cikgu gak...xjd nyer doktor ke ape...
ahaks!kenyataan beb! so, xyah la besunggoh sgt~~
rilek sudey~kite mkn eskrem sundae~~hehe
tp dun say ak xstdy,.big NONONO! ak stdy dow!
mlm2 la tyme plg effective ak utk stdy...
wlpn da lewat mlm, minda ak msih leh function lg...yuuhu~~
tp camtu je la~nk kate bookworm xde la ak ni jd cacing lg...
bese2 ajeh!bace2 dekat nk exam gitu..
hurm, mals eh ckp psl akademik ni~~ngantuk lak tetiba..
kite ckp sal len lak~~ngeeeee~~

sudah2~~we move on to the next point...
HOUSE MEETING!
xpenah2 lam sjrh kami, ahli2 bebayus ni bwat meeting...
mklumler sume bkn bos pon, nk wat meting2 ni,,
tp.........
pd tggl yg bersejarah itu, kami terpkse la jugek bwat benda alah ni~~
sbbnyer..........
bese la, ade la tu hal nyer...kalu xde hal xwat la plak..
dok?dok?dok?
heart to heart session gitu~~haaaaa
sume la yg sekian lame terpendam terluah...
bagos2...I like!however,
seguni, sebukit, segunung sori ak maw ucapkan kt sorg tu sbb attitude ak...
xpatot ak wat camtu~~
bersalah amat dow!
tp skrg, bleyh dikatekan,
everything has come back to normal~~
finally~thank God!

haaaa...yg ni lg satu cite~~~
dlm seminggu tgu mase nk g exam APPROACHES ni...
byk la xtvt yg xberpekdah mane ak wat..heehe
tp yg plg best adelah..........
hahhaah~~~itu yg kte xtaw!
yay!ase cam my life is colorful again~~penuh bunge2
bunge ros, red tulips, lavendar (cam lam farmville tu)
waahh~~!!i hope the time isn't ticking so fast!
tp tu la, time is moving every sec...still,
it becomes one of my very very very unforgettable memories~~
oooohhh~~
thanks for the memories~~!!!!

~sapu sawang tyme~

2009-10-08T19:07:00.004+08:00

yuuuhhhuuu~~~da beri long tyme no cee meh!malas sgt nk menulis skrg ni..can't even find tyme to do lots of things at the same time.ngan esaimen nyer, mslh ngantuk nyer (mslh gak tuh!), mslh hati lg..uhuk!slalu gak bkk tgk sape yg update, sape yg x tp xde feel sgt nk memfolow jejak langkah dorg tu.huhu.
honestly, bkn sbb byk sgt esaimen nk bwat (mmg la byk tp kalu rajin sume nye possible) tp sbb i have found a new interest. kalu sblm ni addicted ngn facebook, skrg ade yg lg menarik n menghiburkan dr friendster yg makin lame makin dilupakan oleh ak tu..ececeh~~
bestla penemuan terbaru ku ini. mmg puas hati..kalu bg 5 stars pon still not enough. waahhh! apela yg best sgt tu kan? i'm sure mst ramai yg bersependapat ngn ak lam hal ni, cos i know before i know abt this da berlambak org yg taw. so, tnpa berlengah2 ag ak beritaw la ape dia yg sbnrnya interest ak tu...jeng!jeng!jeng! its FACEBOOK!yup, diulangi FACEBOOK!sbb dia ni lah jugak ak jd malas maw menghapdate blog, malas segala. ak tgh aktif menjadi petani skrg.ade satu application lam facebook tu yg menjadi kegilaan Teslian skrg.(opss insan2 tertentu je la k...) Farmville in Facebook.mmg xbosan. tanam2 sayuran, buah2an, decorate kebun, beli tanah, beli rumah, beli barn..pendek kate best la. sape yg scuba lg elok la mencuba skrg. tp once u try it, kalu da addicted tu dun put the blame on me ya~~ok la.
nak smbung wat esaimen lak...hehe.

p/s lepas ni xtaw la bile plak bley hapdate. sebulan kemudian?atau seminggu?

Muhasabah Cinta

2009-08-11T02:19:00.001+08:00

Wahai... Pemilik nyawaku

Betapa lemah diriku ini

Berat ujian dariMu

Kupasrahkan semua padaMu

Tuhan... Baru ku sadar

Indah nikmat sehat itu

Tak pandai aku bersyukur

Kini kuharapkan cintaMu

Reff. :

Kata-kata cinta terucap indah

Mengalun berzikir di kidung doaku

Sakit yang kurasa biar jadi penawar dosaku

Butir-butir cinta air mataku

Teringat semua yang Kau beri untukku

Ampuni khilaf dan salah selama ini

Ya ilahi....

Muhasabah cintaku...

Tuhan... Kuatkan aku

Lindungiku dari putus asa

Jika ku harus mati

Pertemukan aku denganMu

Back to Reff.

*sayu di hati bila dgr lagu ni...

Award & Tag dr Cik Sara

2009-08-08T23:22:00.003+08:00

letak di blog anda

udah kuletak ni cik sara..hehe tq so much!

senyum bila dapat award ini

mmg tgh senyum pn..i kan manis orgnyer..

ucap syukran kepada cik sara

syukran jazilan ya habibi~~

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!

*cik lynn

*cik ira

*cik daffodil

*cik emma

~~~~tag pn ade jgk~~~

1.Adakah Anda Comel?

rs2nyer comey sgt2 kot..well, kate baby..

2.Adakah Anda Baik?

baik??entah...cam xbape je PBM nih

3.Adakah Anda Rock?

sket2 la..layan gak lagu rock tu...time jiwa kacau dow

4.Adakah Anda Pembodek?

ikut keadaan la..ade ms kena gak membodek...harhar

5.Adakah Anda Cantik?

cantik??cantik is beautiful kan...kalu acc to facebook, I am pretty..is it da same?hehe

6.Adakah Anda Jiwang?

ngn my bf je kot..

7.Adakah Anda Bijak?

bijak ke bi'jok?hehe

berikan kepada 5 orang yang rapat dengan kamu!

mereka2 yg di atas juga...

A Reply I Received

2009-08-04T00:10:00.001+08:00

Sepatutnye entry ni da terpapar kt dada blog ak ni hr isnin or selasa hr tu lagi. Tapi keadaan ms tu tidak mengizinkan ak mengarang di sini, hanya sempat menulis tajuk sahaja. Ak teramat la busy minggu ni sampai ak rase nk pengsan and my brain was so damn tired. Bayangkanla we ni have to go through 3 quizzes minggu ni saje. Mane nk pegang, yg tu lg yg ni lagi. Adus yang tu xstadi, yg ni xsentuh ag. Haha. Tula sape suruh study last minute kan..hehe. Nak wat camane, I think since I was born, I never study earlier than two days before having to sit for exam. Da jadi habit semulajadi da. Nak wat camne kan..

Actually, this entry meant a reply for the previous entry, The Secret Not To Be Revealed. Macam2 komen diterima after I posted this. Miss MedulaFivers said I sound like a witch, cam lam cite Mcbeth tu. Haha. Berbagai-bagai tanggapan la yg bermain di fikiran kawan-kawan ak wondering why am I being so mad, so upset. Haha. Mood swing kot. Huahua. Bagi yg sudah taw ape yang berlaku, ok la tu. At least u all have known the reason why I being so crazy. I think I was being quite emotional that time. For mereka2 yang terase tu, I am much-much sorry. Harap2 tiada la di simpan dlm hati ke or mane2 part yang bley disimpan.

Lam 2, 3 hari ak termimpi2 pasal ni. Mengganggu betul. Tapi the next day I woke up, I realized that I was being cruel to certain people. Hell, I'm sorry. I shouldn't say all dat, but I have. So, nothing will change if I deleted it, right? Moreover, blog memang dicipta utk mereka2 yang susah mengekspresikan perasaan. Guess I'm one of those people. Like I said almost setiap kali ak tulis blog, kalu xnk terase hati ke, tersensitif ke jangan (JANGAN!) bace blog ak. Sbb ak ikut sedap mulut ak je nk kate ape2 pn kt dlm ni. Walaupn ak sedar blog ni ade gak keburukannye, tapi ak shuke blogging. So, ak xkn make it private ke ape..

To MissPrettyInPink, thank u so much for your open letter. I am so touched. Really. Satu entry tu untk just for me. Huhu. Sape xterharu beb. But that what friends are for, right?. Sharing bad and good times. I love u my dear. Thanks for being so understanding. MUAKS!

For dat person, as long as u know what u are doing, I wish u happiness and bliss.

Poem kat bwah ni goes to you.

Poem: Sorry. (For You Know Who U Are)

Sorry for hurting.

Sorry for ever being part of yours.

Sorry for the hardship you have to go through cos of me.

Sorry for the words I used that punch your heart.

Sorry for the indifference I once be.

Sorry for the things you have given me.

Sorry for ever woke you up early in the morning just for jog.

Sorry for riding your motorbike.

For the trouble sending me to the bus station.

For using your money.

For forcing you to accompany me back home.

For making u fall in love with me.

Sorry for the love I have given.

and finally..

For me, being with you.

Those words come from my piece of heart. I've tried hard to forget u and I guess I have let it go. I learned to let go. Gudbye. Alhamdulillah. Life taught me things I never know if I'm not a human. Thanks for you. Thanks for everything.

The Secret Not to be Revealed!

2009-08-01T00:16:00.004+08:00

Sad?Happy?Shocked?What in the state am I now?What must I feel?feelingless, I rather say.I can't cry nor I can create a smile on my face.I can't get angry not I can stay calm.Am I confused?I know I am.Argh!Someone stabbed me on my back.But who?why?I don't know.I felt so helpless.Why should I know all that from the voice I avoid to hear it from?Why must I know?Why must the secret be revealed?Let it be a secret, see if u really can make it to the end, to the next level.The power of love.It can shadow, hinder everything bad.How bad is it, still we could accept everything.Ahh~whatever!This should not have bothered my life.

But why I felt suffocated?Why I feel like telling the world so that all the people know what is actually happening?ohh no.There must be some other way.I have to accept the reality, the fact that happened.I swear I have taken back my forgiveness.Now, I want to see the suffering.Enough about being a good girl.Accept everything.Forgive all the bad thing.Enough, it never do me good.I want to be a bad girl."Good Girl Gone Bad".Yup!But what should I do?Go and see the shaman, maybe?hahaha.I'm not that crazy.Hurm..

You want to see the real me.Haha.I'll make u regret for ever messing up with my life.The grudge will always growing inside of me.Not that I can't forgive the things, but because of YOU being so ignorant, so egoistic.Like there's nothing in this world can ruin you.Haha.Just see one day.You will finally see the real punishment for making a promise but never prove it.The laugh, the happiness will someday be erased from your life.Yeah.Just do whatever U like.But Don't Mess With ME!Treating me like a game, letting go as if there were nothing to be worried about, being so ignorant and hypocrite..and for being COWARD!Stand up la.Kate hebat sgt.Knp nak sembunyi2 plak?Grr~!

p/s: Nothing to do with all my friends. I love you all.

Virus-Virus Berkeliaran

2009-07-25T16:45:00.002+08:00

Sy pasti ramai yg da taw ape jenis virus yang ingin diperkatakan dlm entry kali ni.iyer.100% btol.memang sah yg tu la.xde yg lain dah.xperlu disangkal lagi.H1N1.Atau nm kasar sket SELESEMA BABI.Dengar nmnye pn da bwat ramai org cuak termasuk la sy yg kurang pengetahuan sket bab2 virus ni.Jd, ni ade sket info ttg virus ni.Supaya korang taw la sedikit sebanyak ttg virus yg semakin menjadi-jadi kt negara kite ni..

Influenza A(H1N1) virus is a subtype of influenzavirus A and the most common cause of influenza (flu) in humans. Some strains of H1N1 are endemic in humans and cause a small fraction of all influenza-like illness and a large fraction of all seasonal influenza. H1N1 strains caused roughly half of all human flu infections in 2006.^[1] Other strains of H1N1 are endemic in pigs (swine influenza) and in birds (avian influenza).

In June 2009, World Health Organization declared that flu due to a new strain of swine-origin H1N1 was responsible for the 2009 flu pandemic. This strain is commonly called "swine flu" by the public media.

Swine influenza (also called swine flu, hog flu, and pig flu) is an infection by any one of several types of swine influenza virus. Swine influenza virus(SIV) is any strain of the influenza family of viruses that is endemic in pigs.^[2] As of 2009, the known SIV strains include influenza C and the subtypes ofinfluenza A known as H1N1, H1N2, H3N1, H3N2, and H2N3.

Swine influenza virus is common throughout pig populations worldwide. Transmission of the virus from pigs to humans is not common and does not always lead to human influenza, often resulting only in the production of antibodies in the blood. If transmission does cause human influenza, it is called zoonotic swine flu. People with regular exposure to pigs are at increased risk of swine flu infection. The meat of an infected animal poses no risk of infection when properly cooked.

During the mid-20th century, identification of influenza subtypes became possible, allowing accurate diagnosis of transmission to humans. Since then, only 50 such transmissions have been confirmed. These strains of swine flu rarely pass from human to human. Symptoms of zoonotic swine flu in humans are similar to those of influenza and of influenza-like illness in general, namely chills, fever, sore throat, muscle pains, severe headache, coughing, weakness and general discomfort.

Bagi sesape yg rase ade demam, batuk, selsema, sakit kepala, n sakit2 badan tu sila la rujuk kepada doktor dengan kadar segera.bukan ape kalu lagi cepat tahu lg la senang nk rawat kan...kalu da tahap kritikal tu lagi la susah.So, luangkan la sket mase utk mengecheck kalau2 anda slh seorg yg terkena.InsyaAllah takde ape2.

Skrg ni sy maw bercerita perihal mktb sy yg telah ditutup bermula dr semalam.118 org telah dikenal pasti mempunyai tanda-tanda positif h1n1.termasuk sy kah??Tak semena-mena dpt cuti yg tak dijangka-jangka pon.Smlm pihak hospital telah dtg ke maktab utk menjalankan pemeriksaan kepada sape2 saje yg ade simptom2 H1N1.sume yg batuk, selsema, demam kena pegi check.Sy pn pegi jgk la check.Sy ingat mereka nk bwat pemeriksaan darah ke apo alik2 check temperature n ckp "adik kena kuarantin ni".Pe kejadahnye tu?."jangan kuar rumah 7hari smpai 30hb".Giler dowh.Xpasal-pasal sy jd xkeruan, cuak n mcm2 feeling yg xsepatutnya ade la.Sy pn terus laporkan berita ni kepada abah n umi kt kg.Pe lagi bimbang la dorg.Huhu.Sy nk dptkan kepastian jgk.Btul ke ak ni kena kuarantin..nanti kalu kuarantin tp xkena pape, btpe.Bazir mase jer.

Satula nk ckp kelemahan hospital KERAJAAN, sistem dia amatla lembab.Lagi lembab dari kura-kura.Dr siput pon.Huhu.3 JAM sy tgu tp xjgk dipanggil2 nombor sy tu.Adusss. Penat la nk tgu berjam2.Sy pn balik je la.Pg td sy pegi lagi.Awal2 lg sy pg.Org pn xramai sgt.Alhamdulillah.Smlm check temperature 38.6, hr ni 38.5.mknanya sy sah demam.Sekali lg nm sy dipanggil.Kali ni utk pengambilan darah.huhu.Sy yg memang xpenah kena amik darah gerun sakan la tgk jarum tu.(tgk ke??)hehe,xtgk pn.Tak semena-mena sy mengeluarkan air mata.Hehe.Lawak2.Selesai pengambilan darah, sy terpaksa lg menunggu utk berjumpa doktor.

Kerana kelaparan, sy g la mkn dulu ngn adik sy.Nombor sy 4006.Xde la selame smlm.Akhirnya tiba la giliran sy.Masuk bilik doktor tu dia tnye la sy knp.Sy gtaw la sume2 yg sy alami skrg.Dia tnjuk Blood Result sy.Hehe.Gembira.Sy BEBAS!!! hehhe.Tetiba je rase sihat semacam.Psychology itu penting sbnrnye.Sy cuma ade kuman je,ade virus tp xde la bahaya cm H1N1 ni.Doktor tu bagi antibiotik n mcm2 ubat lg la.hehe.Xpe, yg penting, sy bkn pembawa.Alhamdullilah.Macam tu la ceritanya.Hehe.xdpt digambarkan betapa gembira n leganya hati sy bila dpt taw yg sy ni bebas H1N1.Selagi xcheck selagi tu dok rungsing.So, baik check.

Oklah, nk g solat jap.Babai.

Dari Cik Sara

2009-07-25T16:36:00.002+08:00

haiyah~!yay!dapat awrd lagi...shuke2~!tengs to Cik Sara Aqilah

sbb bg award tomey2 ni...actually berserta ngn award ni ade

tag yg perlu diselesaikan tp acc to Cik Sara

kalu xmaw jwb or mls nk jwb...

pn xpe,..hehe.So, ape lg...

sy xyah jwb la Cik Sara yer =)

Ooooowhhh~~!

2009-07-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

Now ni nk bkk blog pn susah.amatla susah.kelas pack giler2.sampai 4 30 je sumenya.bkn xnk menulis atau menjenguk blog kengkawan tp i'm feeling like der is no more tyme to relax and put your head on the pillow..(except at night)..vast differences compare to last sem, though I was busy with ass-sigh-ment, but still I can sleep and talk with my BF for hours.huh.Kelas plak everyday starts early in the morning.Ok, it's not dat I'm not happy da class held in the morning, but after one class der is gap, big gap before the next class.Why can't we just finished it all in one time?We can get back home early and get enuff sleep.Penat sesangat.

Td, maktab wat assembly.The day before, as usual, we da TESLIAN discuss whether we will be going or not.For sure, ramai yg xnk pegi.kami serumah pn ape lagi.Memang da xnk pegi pn assembly tu.Tup tup plan had changed.Sume nk pegi plak.Penangan ChiHawaHawa la ni.Mcm witch kan.Bukan niat nk mengutuk dia tp cam diktator sgt la dia tu.Ape daa.Tolerate la sket.Ni sume nak tight je.Sume nk serius.Patutla macam tu.

So, kesudahannya kami tetap pegi.Almost all Teslian went there.What more pissed off was der were ppl who stay at the nearest place in the college, did not go.Amboi.Bestnya korang kan.Bersenang-lenangdisitukamiberpanasdipadang kan.Bagus.Bagus.Attitude.Hurmm.Whatever la kan.Nak marah pn marah la, nak tarik muka pn.I talked the real things happened.Don't blame me for talking.Btw, ade aku kesah?Blog aku wat.Haih.

Class started at 11 30.Psychologu Education.Yana and Sab's presentation.They did it superb.What a hardworking piece of work.Congrats SabbyYana.Keep up.After dis, turn kami pula.Hehe.Tp honestly agak cuak bl tgk group Yana punye presentation sbb amatla bagus jadi takut ape la lect nk comment yang kami ini pula.Huhu.Hoho.Harap2 kami dapat menyelesaikan tugas ini dengan baik sekaligus mendapat markah yang setimpal kan.kan.kan.InsyaAllah.

Oklah, got to go.Listening Class at 8 tomorrow.gudnite.Pen off.

My Apologies

2009-07-18T01:01:00.002+08:00

the entry entitled The Fact that Happened

might have hurt my peers.....

as for this entry i want to ask for forgiveness

i'm really sorry for being indifference

for being bad.

If i can't apologies for being wrong

then u can put the shame on me

i'll be the raseon for your pain

and you can put the blame on me

The Fact That Happened

2009-07-17T12:19:00.005+08:00

Td sy bca blog Kak Maria. sy suka sgt gaya penulisan dia.amat la bersahaja, n ada unsur literature sket dlm gayanya.hehe.pujian ikhlas ni.betuuul.she talked about JPP.wanna know what is JPP, klik>>Kak Maria.sy turut la terpanggil utk mendescribekan sket ape yg telah terjadi semalam di blok TESL.Kami ade cls Psycho pg tu, ms sy tgh presentation tu Miss Amyzar msuk n inform us that all of us were required to vote for JPP at 9 am.We went there and agak surprise la sbb since I've been here, dat was the first tyme this college do the voting systematically.Kalu ikt mcm dlu,dak2 Tesl mcm sy ni jarang sgt la bley contribute undi utk JPP yg dipilih. Tahniah maktabku =)

When first I stepped into the conference room, I have to register my name before I was given about 9 or 10 pieces of yellow paper.There were names and post in each paper.I wonder who are they.U know, we Teslian are quite isolated compare to other course, it's like we lived in our own fantasy land and the outside are the evil world.So, as I looked at the names, I was questioning myself, Who is he/she?Can he/she hold this post with responsibility?...I was puzzled.But I voted anyway, blankly of course.

Kalu yg sy tgk2 yg JPP lepas2 la kan.I don't think the JPP really do their responsibility given by us, The Students.Entah la.Mcm nasib2 kami tidak terpelihara pn.Dibiarkan tanpa bantuan walau secubit pn.We hoped as the JPP exists, our voices would be heard but it's like no one care.The outsiders, like me and I can say majority of the IPGMIK students stay outside tidak diberi perhatian langsung.Nak minta feeder bus pn tak dapat.Atau lebih tepat lagi memang tidak akan disediakan untuk selama-lamanya.Walau untuk 7 keturunan pun.

Above all the things, yg part Biro Luar Kampus la sy terkilan sgt.Sy masih ingat lagi betapa susahnya kami mencari tempat perlindungan (kami telah di'kick out' dr hostel utk beri tpt kpd junior-junior) pegi kesitu, pegi ke sini.Tnya situ, tnya sini mn la tpt yg available n berpatutan bg kami, student ni.Sampai terjadinya kejadian yg amat la tidak diduga.MasyaAllah.Semoga 'pelaku'nya mendapat balasan yg setimpal.Tp itu kejadian lama.Sy pon tak mahu ingat lagi perkara yg malang itu.Cuma berharap sejarah takkan berulang lagi.

Kalau la ms tu kami ade guidance mn tpt yg selamat, sape yg ptt kami jumpa, InsyaAllah perkara sedemikian tidak berlaku.Yang lepas tu biarlah.Yang penting melangkah gagah ke hadapan.Sekarang ni pulak masalah teksi tidak dibenarkan masuk dlm kwsn college.WTF is that rule?Who do u think are we?We are the students, your students.Sampai hati suruh kami mendaki gunung dan berjalan ke kelas yg letaknya dihujung ceruk sana.Haih.

Mana letaknya perikemanusiaan kamu?hah, JPP hanya mampu ttp mata n biarkan je la perkara ini berterusan berlaku?Jd ape sbnrnya tggjwb JPP?tak tahu lah.sy pun malas nk berkata panjang, just keciwa n sedih sgt sbb setahu sy maktab lain amat lah menjaga kebajikan pelajar-pelajarnya.Tp kita?Cara kita mungkin berbeza kot dr mereka2.Maklumlah nak mendidik pelajar utk berdikari n mengenal erti susah kan.Ceit.

Rasanya segalanya sudah habis sy taburkan di sini.Mungkin lepas ni sy hanya mampu tersenyum n menerima realiti bahawa maktab sy ni memang berbeza.hehe.Tiada niat utk mempersoalkan tggjwb mn2 pihak tp suara kami, (ikan-ikan BILIS) di maktab tu patut juga didengari.End of story.Pen off.

Accord by Nadhirah

2009-07-17T11:59:00.002+08:00

happy!happy!i got an award~!pink lagi...~

hehe.this award is given by Nadhirah for all her followers..

tengs yer =) come along with this, I have to describe 3 things about me..

hurm, below are things that i can think now..scroll please

1. I'm in process of losing some weight.hehe.

2. This sem shedule make me stress.

3. I'm zero knowledge when it comes to cooking..

btw, thanks Ira for this award.

I'm Getting Married???

2009-07-16T18:40:00.002+08:00

Walimatul Urus

Sirih bermadah pinang berbelah,

Adat kelmarin dibenihi rapi,

Merisik sudah, bertunang pun sudah,

Majlis kahwin kini dinanti.

MOHD NASIR BIN ABD. RAHMAN (Nasir)

dan

NORUSLINA BINTI HASSAN (Kak Na)

Dengan segala hormatnya mempersilakan

Dato/Datin/Tuan/Puan/Encik/Cik

………………………………………………………………….

Suami/isteri sekeluarga bagi menyerikan lagi

Majlis Raja Sehari Puteri kami

Norhanani Binti Mohd Nasir

dengan

Mohd Farid bin Tajuddin

pada hari Khamis, 18 Jun 2015

di kediaman kami di

Lot 1151 Kg. Serendah,

16450, Ketereh, Kota Bharu,

Kelantan.

Aturcara Majlis:

12 pm-5 pm

Turut Mengundang:

Seisi Keluarga

No.Telefon:

09-7126422 (Rumah)

017-9889889 (Nasir)

What to say?

2009-07-13T21:59:00.003+08:00

thank God!afta da miserable weekends without our source of

info, news, gossips, (we managed to live w/out it!) but of

cos, da moment went so dreary.huhu~!

thank God, for giving me lives again..

hehe..rindu sgt kt blog..

ok la...

got to go.nak wat homework sket.

will update la8er.daaa~!

To Go or Not To Go?

2009-07-05T11:32:00.002+08:00

aduh.susah susah.ak mcm malas n penat nk kuar rumah.maklumla baru je smpai pg td.ptg nti da ade shedule utk ak penuhi la pulak.ish!ish!ish!dush~~!malas!na gtaw empunya badan sian plak.huu~ kengkawan ni, susah la.kan merajuk. adush, st hal plak nk memujuk.nak kuar ke xnk ni?nak la kuar tp xnk la g kt pdg tuuu~~!huhuu..tp sian plak kt dia.xkn nk pegi sorg2 kot.tuut!tuutt!ade msg..dari dia.huehuhue!ak xbals..jahatnyer!dush!dush!alaa.biarla ak rehat2 dulu tenangkan minda dr bercelaru ni.mslh kerinduan ni pn xsettle lg...

rindu....rindu serindu rindunyaaaa...

namun apa daya....

ak di perantauan...

ish...melalut plak kuar lagu tu..hurm, ok la ak rs ak na restkan mata ak ni dulu..nti da dpt ilham, atau petunjuk dlm mimpi, ak decide nk pg ke xnk pg...huhhuu

P/S: mcm xnk pg.ape ak nk bt kt situ lgpn?huhuuu~

mcm nk g sb dok umah ni btkan ak ingt kt kpg je..

Sob!Sob!

2009-07-05T11:12:00.002+08:00

Again.I am home.Home??

NO WAY!I've left my lovely home n

my dear family last nite.and here I am.

in front of da laptop typing something to distract

myself from thinking and missing 'em all.huu~~

back to the city where at first I came here I worshipped

but now I felt terible for coming n staying here

if not because of my future, I won't be in this brick city

for more than a week.

I miss my hometown.

my Home.My Family.My cat.

I miss the weather.

I miss the peacefulness.

I miss the night silenceness.

Here.

Nothing.

I can't get it here!

Its all the other way round.

It Makes me Sad T_T

2009-07-01T00:40:00.005+08:00

my sis is home today.30th June 2009.

she must be feeling extremely happy to be home.

you know, after several months away from family.

truth, I miss her too : )

though we stay in KL,

but I went der to study

and she for work.

hence, its hard to find time to go out together.

we went to KB.

the main reason was to take my mum to da hosp.

nak taw ap yg sbnrnya terjadi.

swasta da pegi, now gov calling.

no need to worry.

its juz a common thing normally happen to

women around 40-50 yrs.

everything's alrite!

Alhamdulillah.

its already 9 and everyone was starving.

my sis decided for us to eat at Rest. Shafie.

we love the food there cos it's very delicious

and assure satisfaction for every customer.

we ate silently (evry1 starve, remember!)

and she paid.Thank u.

in the car, we didn't talk much sbb sume da ngantuk.

even abah has to change the way.

(at first he wanted to go to jalan kampung

instead of jalan bandar sbb dekat)

said kak long, "jale bandar ni xngatuk sket"

iyer ke?

den, abah tnye, "bilo kak ngoh g?"

aku, "skali nge kak long la"

umi plak ckp.

"ermm pahni xdop la kak ngoh,

kalu dok pagi2 jenguk ado dok tido atah katil

pahni gak tgk bantal jah la"

abah, "pg2 g kijo tgk ado atah katil,

abah slow kipas, pahni gak xdok la..

dale 2-3 minggu plok kito dok teringat ko dio"

huhuhu..sayunyer....~!

p/s: bertuah sbb ade family yg penyayang.org yg xde family mcmn la agakny yer..huuu~~

xoxo,

Gossip Girl

Jiwa Kacau Beb!

2009-06-29T12:59:00.009+08:00

sengal!sengal!sengal!

geram arrrhhh!!!

giler bangangg!

isk!isk!isk!

feel like mencarut-carut je!

kalu ade la kt depan ni, nak je tarik2 rambut tu!!

d**n!agak2 botak kepala tu~~

baru puas hati!!!

knp?knp hah???!!

yg tu plak, knp la xberambus je trus???

knp perlu nk dtg2 lg???

nak blah tu BLAH JELAH!!!

rosak jiwa ni kalu ade pon!

menyesalnyer!!!!

mulut ni pon, jap ckp gitu, jap camtu!

pehal hah???!!!!

xkn xtaw mmg akn jd camtu??

xleh ke nk kelentong sket??

BUDUH!MORON!

dasar PIG-HEADED!!

hangin ar kalu camni sokmo!

GET LOST!!!!

Award!!

2009-06-25T00:58:00.006+08:00

when I look at this award, I honestly say that I was amazed, fascinated.

It was so nice, with a great striking green.

it can make your eyes bigger and prettier...I guess...

but really, Thanks zillionnn times to Nadhirah

for giving me such a lovely award!

as I loooovvveee this award so much,

I also wanted my friends to put on their page too>>

Mar

Lin

Erien

Karl

Kak Mariam

What a fuss!

2009-06-24T02:18:00.003+08:00

I know it's already 2 in da morning..

my eyes still blinking forcing hard to open..

life seems unconditionally un-handle-able these days..

fought, quarelled, viruses getting serious..

I was worried, feeling unsettled..

will it safe, will the dreams come true?

staring blankly outside..

dark, no sounds, leaving only the raindrops..

I wish someone understand..

the pain, the sacrifices I had made..

for someone else joy, and laughter..

I wish I could tell the world..to stop..

to get back to the moment of MY happiness..

and make this tears fade away..

xoxo,

Gossip Girl

Little But Meaningful!

2009-06-23T00:56:00.003+08:00

hola.

assalamualaikum.

stuck in da middle of sumthin

saltwater droplets seems no politeness

running smoothly on my miserable face

what the hell is happening?

deep down I asked my heart why

it said nothing, it will never!

to whom should I go?

friends, I miss U

all of u.